" Ayase eri" said ayase satoshi { eri father} sternly as he keep staring to his son with cold eyes and slighty hold his anger to eri.
" i can't father." Eri keep refusing his father order to him and stubbornly say no to him, satoshi in the other hand can't handle anymore with his son behaviour toward him whose brave to refuse his order eagerly and endleesly say no.
Satoshi look again to eri and still finding eri face still remain same with before and no worries or regret face he find at eri.
Satoshi raged up and can't hold on his anger anymore and slam hard the table and make eri mother stratled whose sit along beside him.
Eri mother look carefully to her husband whom look so angry with eri and seeing through that he will punch eri at instant. And her thought is right satoshi hands going toward eri face and sucessfully land on eri face and make eri fall hard on the floor.
" satoshi!" eri mother can't believe what she look right now, her beloved person is having a bad terms and make her husband punch their own child.
" silent evelyn, this kids need to fix this bad behaviour of him." Satoshi said with high tone and waiting for eri action.
Evelyn go to eri side and helping him get up and look how red eri cheek after satoshi punch him and also make eri mouth slightly let out a blood. It make she felt uneasy and worried looking at how her beloved family had a fight like this.
" so what's your answer? Did this enough to make your stupid brain work?" satoshi ask
" no." Eri said and make his father felt so furious and can't believe how fool of his son.
" What! You're such a fool! It's your brain work? Didn't you have no respect to me your father!." Satoshi yell loudly and going punch eri again and again, he keeps hit eri contiously until evelyn stand in front eri and protect him from satoshi harrashment.
" stop it satoshi, we can finish this up without any harmness." Evelyn persuade satoshi while her face is crying looking her husband goes so brutal like this and in the fact is make her scared seeing him change like this.
Satoshi who seeing his wife sad like this is make his rage cooling down and gather his compose and take a breath for a while. After he calm down and doesn't so mad like before he apologize to evelyn and push her a side softly and look toward eri who stand weakly as eri face already bruised with his punch.
" i ask you once more, are you accept this proposal?" satoshi ask again with annoyed voice as he look his son whom so stubornly oppose him.
" and i said this again dad, NO!." Eri said with loud voice and that make satoshi flinched her teeths hearing eri continously refuse him.
" Why you so stubborn? I'm just ask you to divorce her or if you don't want lose her you can polygamy her!" satoshi louding his voice and make eri suddenly so angry and irrated when his father said that.
" No! I can't do that. I only love nozomi."
" in the case you can have polygamy!"
" My heart is just for her, dad! I can't love anyone else ether nozomi. I can't betray nozomi like that. She is everything to me." Eri presissently refusing satoshi appoitment and make satoshi stressed with eri.
" i reject that eri! You can't be like that, she is barrent you know!"
" i don't care! I will waiting forever. I don't want have a child from another woman than her, i just want only having a child from her. Even if it will take a long time or although she don't pregnant, it doesn't change my love for her."
Satoshi can't take it anymore and then goes out and left evelyn and eri in there without say anything. Evelyn whom can't do a lot to help these two just can seeing how hurt eri right now. Eventhough she know how much eri love nozomi but evelyn know deep in eri heart he want have a child on his family with nozomi. Eri at the beginning married with nozomi always dreamed to have a child on his own, he wants to raise his child and grow together and take care of his child who can be his pride.
But unfortunately after 5 year eri and nozomi married, they still don't have a children and that fact is the reason why satoshi demand eri to divorce or polygamy nozomi. While for evelyn is alright if eri and nozomi don't have a child but maybe is her husband wish to have a grandchild from eri and evelyn know how passionate when satoshi arranged eri and nozomi marriage and even how satoshi think so hard what the best place for their honeymoon.
But after a many year she and her husband waiting nozomi pregnant but no sign for nozomi to pregnant. And that always worrying and make satoshi felt doubt with nozomi futre to having child with eri. He is then presume nozomi is barrent and wonn't get pregnant even if they waiting for many year that day will not come.
" eri." Evelyn trying to cheer up eri but he weakly ask her to lefting him alone and give her a fake smile and without said anymore evelyn is going out and lefting eri alone.
Eri then going sit down and look up and lossing his arms down and take a breathe. He's keep gazing up and silently let out his tears and keep mumbling nozomi name.
Nozomi.. why fate is so cruel like this? I know why father keep pushing me like this. Isn't just him who want have a child, i want too. But i can't have that, i don't know why but for until 5 year i married with nozomi but we still don't have a child. Deep down i really envious with other couple whose already have a child... but i can't just blaming nozomi for not pregnant and selfishly left or betray her. I love her so much, i don't want have anyone else than her. After how many year i meet and know her for long time, i can't forgetting my memories with her so easily. God please help me out...
Eri just remain same and weakly holding how much pain he feels and it's so painful to his heart. Can i stay strong enough with this dissaster, can i still be the same eri who can love my precious person until death separate us? I hope my heart don't wavered and remain same to love nozomi and be with her forever.
That's it minna~ it's a short story to beggin but i promoised you guys to make a longer chap. This story accidentally maded because for somereason when i on a trip suddenly i hearing some people story and from that i was making this hehe~ oh yeah and this again another trans gend hehe~ i want to make a unpredicatable eri and wanting to write how eri and nozomi life when they already married but sorry if in this chance i will make the angsty story. I hope on my other story i can make them married happily not sad like this. Ciao
