So what if I am a mobster and got my power through fear.

It didn't stop you from being with me in the beginning.

You wanted a fairy tale style marriage and I am not the man that can give you that.

I live in the real world, where pain and suffering exist and there is no sugar coating my life.

You are a model who gives up your profession for me.

Nobody told you to leave your good life so your can walk in a battle field with misery and sorrow.

You see I missed you and I got caught up in the moment.

I married you and at the time we were happy, but I knew we wouldn't last.

Now I see clearly what you wanted.

You wanted a man that would support you in a fairly tale with no killing or people getting caught in the cross fire.

Well I am sorry to say this again you knew what you were getting your self into.

So don't act surprised when I cause a person harm.

The vows were for better or for worse.

Apparently you wanted better and couldn't handle the worst aspect of life.

I hope you have a good life and that next time you are in this predicament.

You think twice before you get married.