So what if I am a mobster and got my power through fear.
It didn't stop you from being with me in the beginning.
You wanted a fairy tale style marriage and I am not the man that can give you that.
I live in the real world, where pain and suffering exist and there is no sugar coating my life.
You are a model who gives up your profession for me.
Nobody told you to leave your good life so your can walk in a battle field with misery and sorrow.
You see I missed you and I got caught up in the moment.
I married you and at the time we were happy, but I knew we wouldn't last.
Now I see clearly what you wanted.
You wanted a man that would support you in a fairly tale with no killing or people getting caught in the cross fire.
Well I am sorry to say this again you knew what you were getting your self into.
So don't act surprised when I cause a person harm.
The vows were for better or for worse.
Apparently you wanted better and couldn't handle the worst aspect of life.
I hope you have a good life and that next time you are in this predicament.
You think twice before you get married.
