KPOV-

Really, what's the point of falling in love? You give someone you're everything, and they throw it away. They make you feel like you're worthless, and deep down inside ...you believe that you deserve to be left broken.

He'd left me for someone course he had. I could only expect hm to be behind me for so long as I struggled to make it in the fashion world. It was going so well though. He got along with my family, especially Rory and y dad. My family loved him, and so did my friends.

I finally made it though. I , Kurt Hummel, am one of the biggest names in fashion. With celebrities, like Mercedes Jones, wearing my clothes, I've become famous. Sometimes...sometimes wonder f that would have made him stay. If only I'd succeeded sooner.

Honestly, the only good thing that I have left, besides my father and my fashion and my voice, is my teenaged son Rory. I'd adopted him before I'd even met Andrew, but he shared similar qualities. Now, five years later, he's everything I could have ever dreamed of. Like Andrew, he enjoyed acting. He was in almost every school production, and if he couldn't get a part then he helped out backstage. He was academic, slightly athletic. Like me, he loved to sing.

He was a good kid, never really getting into much trouble. He has a nice, respectable best friend named Courtney, who got him into the theatre in the first place.

''Hey, Dad,'' he smiles, coming through the front door.

''Hey, Rory. Hey, Courtney. How was school?''

''Fantastic,'' Courtney gushes, ever the optimistic, as she sits on a stool at the kitchen counter.

Rory smiles fondly at her before placing their coats on the coat rack by the door.

''We got another voice to the glee club. I can't quite remember her name as off now...,'' Rory explains sitting next to Courtney and taking he hand.

Looking at the two of them, I smile. They deserve this, and I hope they never lose t. True love is a gift.

A gift it seems like I'll never get again.

''So how many kids does glee have now?''

''Let's see...Rory, me, Sugar, Joe, Harmony, Jake, Marley, Ryder and now the new girl. She's really good. Harmony seemed jealous.''

''It was hysterical, dad. You should've seen her.''

''Well, she sounds like someone that we both know.''

Rachel Berry, Broadway superstar, and Harmony's role model.

''Yeah, she is a lot like Miss Rachel.''

''Well, we'd better get back to the library. History isn't gonna study itelf'' Rory says.

The two say their goodbye, grab their things and leave, I sit at the counter and sigh to myself.

She's so in love, she really is . I remember what that's like. To be so in love with someone that you would do anything for them, and know that they'd be there for you. No matter what.

Or...I thought I'd known that. It was a wonderful feeling, being in love. Euphoria ripped away when he walked out of my life.

I'm at the top of my career, have a great family and friends, and a great son. I'm grateful, I really am. It's just be nice to fall in love again, meet someone who really cares.

Too bad I'm afraid to fall.


A/N: So what do you think? This based off of 'Make You Believe' by Little Mix. Listen to the song if you'd like to understand.


Disclaimer-I do not own glee, it belongs to Fox and Ryan Murphy