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Chapter 1

Edwards POV

"You said you wouldn't leave…" her eyes were full of tear less cries that I knew that I was coursing; the truth was that I was leaving and I couldn't stop… I had to go…

I had to return to Carlisle then I would come back for her.

I would find her again….

I need to make up for the wrong things I have made, I shouldn't have left him and gone off on my own like I did but I couldn't handle all the things that had happened.

The fact is that I'm a vampire who has killed people…

A vampire that can read minds… It was overwhelming at first, hearing everyone all the time, every minuet of every day… I could handle it at first but Carlisle helped me.

He helped me to control it to block it out, and whats worst of all it worked; I learnt to ignore the thoughts of the people around me and kept out of busy places, and to make it worse he taught me to control my thirst around humans I mean I wasn't a saint but it still helped me and that worked to…

But I go and through it all in his face and leave to drink from humans, which at the time was just an escape from everything that had happened I mean my parents have died and now I have no one but Carlisle and he did explain why he did this to me, why he turned me into a monster, a killer, but I cant blame him. He saved me.

If he hadn't that I wouldn't have meat her…

She was my one and only, my shining star in my world of darkness, my Bella.

I know we only met the day before but I knew from the moment I saw her and she saw me that I was hers and she was mine.

I was hunting in the a forest near where I was staying when I ran in to her, literally, I ran in to her for some reason I couldn't hear her thoughts and I wasn't paying attention to the area around me just being in a really remote place where I cant hear any one anyway, was relaxing and peaceful.

So it did come as a surprise to me when we ran into each other, when we collided it sounded like clashing thunder, we ended up at separate ends of a small meadow, obviously angry got up straight away and yelled at me…

Flashback…

"What the hell are you doing…?" I looked around to see an woman about 5"3 standing up and dusting herself, off from the collision, she looked so beautiful with her long majestic brown hair that almost reached her waist, her skin was as white as mine, but looked softer I wanted at that instant to run an touch it, but I held back knowing that it would only make it worse if I did. So I stayed on the ground just marvelling in her beauty.

But I was snapped back into reality when she shouted at me again…

"Are you deaf? What were you doing? Running in to me like that, you must have known that I was there…" I couldn't say anything she still wasn't looking at me, but still making sure that her clothes were fine they looked ok to me.

She was wearing a blue dress that fitted her perfectly and I must say the colour suited her skin tone; she was tiny yer curvy all in all perfect.

It was then that I noticed that she was still shouting at me and the fact that I just sat there looking like a complete idiot. "I'm sorry but I just got lost in my run I wasn't really paying attention to where I was going…"

"Well that was obvious…" she still hadn't looked at me only sorting out her dress like it was her only one or something… I wonder what she's thinking, that's when I remembered I couldn't hear her…

She turned her attention away from her clothes to look at me. For the first time I saw her eyes they were a bright gold but they had a hint of silver in them too, I wonder why…

She wasn't talking anymore just staring at me, I stood up and brushed down my own worn out clothes from the dirt and twigs that some how managed to get all over them, then looked at her…

She was looking directly at me and me at her, from the moment she looked at me she stepped closer so that we were only a meter away from each other, her whole expression changed from anger to mystery and wonder, I really want to know whats this beautiful girl was thinking but there was nothing.

She stepped closer; she looked like she was studying me her eyes moving across me and slowly moving back up to my face and stopped she was looking at my lips then back up to meet my eyes. I couldn't help but think that I could possibly kiss this magnificent person.

I moved my hand up to her cheek and when my skin and hers touched an electric spark surged through my arm and down the rest of my body. I could tell that she felt it to as she learned in to my hand, and closed her eyes I could see a slight smile on her lips.

We were edging closer to each other, so close that I could feel her sweet breath on my face and neck, its intoxicating smell blocked out all my thoughts and only made me focus on this perfect creature that was in front of me…

Carlisle told me that love at first sight was real and powerful and nothing can stop true love once you have met your mate, your other half, I never believed him until now right at this moment.

She moved another inch closer to me and reached up and put her hand on my face, I then closed the gap and slowly touched my lips to hers, only for a second then pulled away, her lips her softer then her cheek…

I was pulled out of my thoughts when she crashed her lips to mine, she moved her hand to my hair as she kissed me, our lips were moving in sink, in seemed like they were made to be there with each other no one else…

The kiss turned more eager, as I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me, her tongue swiped across my bottom lip asking for entrance which I gave to her without a hint of hesitation…

I didn't know how long we were stood there but I was thankful that I didn't need air right at this moment…

Are hands started to move over our bodies, mine in her hair and across he back, hers in my hair and one moving across my chest, then she broke the amazing kiss to slowly undo the buttons of my shirt I looked from her hands back to her eyes…
(; a/n sorry had to stop there can't do lemons but you get the idea of what happened next ;)

End of flash back

We spent the rest of the night together answering questions, talking about ourselves. We had a lot in common, I told her about me and Carlisle and my change, she told me about her but she wasn't telling me all of her history I couldn't help but wonder what could be bad that she wish to hide it from me, but I didn't pressure her into telling me she would in her own time we did have forever…

I was leaving to find Carlisle I didn't want to go to leave my Bella but I had to make things right with him, I wanted her to go with me to meet him but she had things to do herself so I said I would meet her here in two days time…

"I will come for you and we will be together, my love" it broke my cold frozen heart to leave her but I needed to fix things with Carlisle then I would be back…

I returned to Carlisle he was happy to see me and I found out about that he had found a woman called Esme, I was so happy for him that I didn't complain and I didn't tell him about my Bella…

I travelled back to the meadow that we meet in I was so excited to see her again… but she didn't come she was no where to be scene… I waited for her for two days but she didn't come I would have waited for longer but Carlisle was expecting me back so I left, never to see her again, I knew it was to go to be true why would such a beautiful creature want me…

Bella POV

"Let me go, I don't belong here, I need to go, please let me go" I knew that I wouldn't get back to my Edward there was no why out once they have you…

"I'm sorry my dearest Isabella you're not going anywhere…"


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