A/N: I wrote this without the intention of writing a fanfic, using the names of Oliver's characters because feelings. Reread it and realized it could be. This one-shot is lame and I would be glad to hear reviews telling me how lame this is. All characters belong to Oliver.

"Stay with me," I whispered.

He looked at me, his green eyes beautiful under the moonlit night. He traced the sides of my face, his fingers smooth and warm, and let his skin brush past mine. He tucked my hair behind my ears then slowly kissed my forehead. I blushed.

"Stay with me," I repeated. "Stay with me, Julian. Please."

I know I already looked desperate. I already am desperate. I have begged him more than a thousand times to stay. I messaged him, called him, even posted on his Facebook wall. I'm sure if he did want to stay, he already would reply and tell me he would. There's that fear in my heart that he wouldn't, that he'd refuse, that I'd lose him, just like I've lost every person I have ever loved. But I want to know I tried, I want to know that I fighted for us. It's all that I can do.

"Lena.", he said softly, almost like a whisper. "Lena, I love you."

It hurt me the way those three words lingered in his lips. There's some sort of finality, signs telling me that this night might be the last time I'd ever hear him utter those words again. It scared me.

"Lena, I'm really really sorry. I love you - my God, I love you more than you will ever know - but this just cannot be. It's not me you love Lena, it's Alex. You and I both know that."

I was taken aback with what he said. My heart is still torn between two equally beautiful men. I love them both, I never knew a heart could love two people at a time. But I know I have got to make a decision. At some point in time, I'm going to have to, or else I'll end up breaking three hearts at once. Alex told me once: "Take your time in deciding, Lena. Whether or not it's going to be me, I will be here."

"It's him you love, Lena. Him, not me." he croaked. I could feel the pain in his voice.

"But I love you too! I love you, Julian, I love you too. Don't go. Stay with me." I wanted to shout that out loud, I wanted him to hear me. I wanted him to believe me. But I'm not sure if it's the right thing to do.

So instead, I say "I love you too, Julian. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."

I cried. I tried to suppress my tears but I just could not. It's breaking me. It's tearing me apart, knowing I have to make a decision that in one way or another has to hurt somebody I love. But I just cannot. I cannot choose, I cannot be happy knowing I have hurt either of them. I let tears my tears stream, I hug Julian. I hug him tightly. This might be the last I'll ever see him.

I looked at him, I looked at his beautiful green eyes. It pains me to see how hurt he is. I kiss him, I kiss him slowly, I kiss him because I love him, I kiss him because this is all I could do to take his pain away. I kiss him until I got tired.

"Goodbye.", we both said. I turned around and walked and not once looked back.