I dream of you…Of wanting you…

I know what I want.

I Want to ...

I want to hear you moan softly as our lips touch, slowly exploring one other's, sharing each other's breath…

I want to feel your body gasp in delight as my hands slide down your body…

I want you to look me deeply with wide eyes as I slip your hard nipples into my mouth…

I want to feel you shake and shudder as my tongue slowly makes it's way down between your legs…

I want to hear you say my name, feel your hands grasping the back of my head as you arch your back in pleasure when my mouth finds your cock…

I want to slide my hands up and reach yours, interlocking fingers with each other, touching each other softly while you gasp and moan in pleasure…

I want to hear you talking to me, telling me when I'm touching you just the way your body likes it, begging me not to stop, hearing you gasp as you try to describe to me just how good it feels…

I want to see you sit up with lust in your eyes, inviting me back up to your mouth, kissing me deeply and tasting your own juices on my face…

I want to see your hands grabbing fist-fulls of the sheets as your mouth opens in a loud moan when I enter you…

I want to watch your eyes rolling into the back of your head uncontrollably in sheer pleasure, hear dirty words coming out of your mouth, naughty things that good boys like you never say…

I want to feel your fingernails dig into my back, or my shoulders, or my neck as you pull me closer to your face, watch your eyes widen as the pressure builds inside you…

I want to see your face contort and hear the noises you make as your body is overwhelmed and you tip over the edge, losing control, call out for me, call me baby, call my by my name, hell, call me anything you want…

I want to feel your body collapse as you give yourself to me, lying helpless in my arms, as you let the waves surging through your body subside and slowly recover…

I want to see your eyes open as you come back to me, the soft smile on your face, hear you tell me just how great it felt, and then…

I want to do it all over again.

But.

When my vison clears and the stars behind my eyes fade…

I remember…

You are not here.

You have been gone of two years now….

Genesis.