Not mine, not making any money.
Thanks Shawn for the editing and help in getting me through my first smut story.
Bad Day
By Jan
I was driving over to Rangeman to have dinner with Ranger, which actually meant dinner and spending the night, when my cell phone rang.
"Yo" I answered, thinking that it was Ranger.
"Hey Sweatheart" I heard Tank say.
"What's shakin big guy?"
"Steph, Ranger's in a real foul mood. Don't know what happened but it might not be a good idea for you to come over tonight."
"Why not?"
"He can get really unpredictable."
"Tank, he'd never hurt me."
"Not intentionally."
"Tank, stop."
"Look Steph, he got a call a couple hours ago, he trashed his office, threw his phone against the wall and went up to his apartment. We haven't seen or heard from him since and he's not answering the apartment phone."
"I'm just pulling into Rangeman now, I at least need to check on him."
"Okay, but if you need anything, me and the guys will either be in the comm room or in the 4th floor apartments."
"Thanks, but I'll be fine."
I used my key to get into Ranger's apartment. Usually if he knew I was coming he'd be waiting by the door, but not today. That's a bad sign. I felt myself tense up. The apartment was quiet and dark. I thought for a moment that Tank was mistaken and that Ranger had gone out but then I spotted him a chair by window.
He was sitting there looking out the window, he didn't look at me when I came in. I thought he was asleep until I saw him bring the beer to his lips. He still didn't acknowledge me as I walked over to him. This was so not good.
"Hi" I said quietly.
He didn't answer, just took another long drink of his beer.
"Are you okay?" I tried again.
Still no response, I was started to get scared. Not for myself but for him, something must be horribly wrong for Ranger to be like this
He was leaning back in the chair with his legs spread out in front of him but when I looked at him closely I could see how tense he was. His body was tight, he had a death grip on the beer, and his free hand was in tight fist.
He took one last swallow of the beer and put in down on the small table beside the chair. That's when I saw that there were at least 6 empties on the table. Ok, real, real bad. Ranger rarely drank and he never drank too much.
I touched his arm and felt the muscle jump.
"Ranger, what's the matter?"
He still didn't say anything but at least this time he turned his head to look at me. His black eyes just stared at me, not blinking.
I reached up to touch his face but he grabbed my hand and pulled me sharply so I fell onto his lap. He stared at me a moment longer and then his lips crashed down on mine, hot and demanding. He hand was on my breast, squeezing it roughly. His lips traveled down my neck, alternating licking, sucking and biting.
I tilted my head to give him better access. When he reached the spot where my neck and shoulder met I couldn't help but moan. That seemed to send him further over the edge. He pushed me off his lap and on to the floor. His mouth never left my neck as he followed me down.
He yanked off my t-shirt, breaking contact only for the instant needed to get my shirt over my head. My bra followed, as he roughly pulled that off. Then his lips were on my breast, sucking the nipple into his mouth and flicking it with his tongue. My body arched forcing more of my breast into his mouth.
I ran my hands over his back, into his hair. Pulling his head against my body, holding his mouth against me. It felt sooo good.
His hand found the snap on my jeans and quickly pushed them down my legs, taking my panties with them. I kicked off my shoes and pushed my jeans the rest of the way with my feet until I was totally naked.
I reached for the bottom of his t-shirt to pull it off him but he brushed my hands away and ripped his shirt over his head. I reached out and ran my nails across his nipples. I heard him drawn in a quick breath.
I felt my way down his chest, over his abs and as I undid the snap on his cargos he stopped me again, and took over, quickly shedding himself of his pants until he too was naked.
He quickly turned back to me, and kissed me. He thrust two fingers into my soaking wet pussy, pumping them in and out, brushing my clit with his thumb. I felt the tension build until I was screaming out his name as I came. He quickly replaced his fingers with his hard cock, sliding it all the way in with one hard thrust.
"You're all I need" he spoke so softly I almost didn't hear him.
And then his lips were back on mine and he was thrusting into me hard and fast. Again his lips moved down my neck, this time he bit sharply when he got to the already sensitized area by my shoulder. The mix of pain and pleasure so intense I came again. As my body squeezed him, I felt him come, pumping into me.
He dropped his head down on my shoulder and we laid there, both coming down from the intense orgasms.
"Baby, are you okay?" I asked again, running my hand through his sweaty hair.
He gave me a slight nod, he still wasn't talking.
As soon as his breathing returned to normal he hopped up, pulled me up and then picked me up. He headed to the bedroom where he dumped me in the middle of the bed and then climbed on with me.
"Ranger?" I whispered.
He shook his head no and I heard an equally soft "tomorrow".
He kissed me hard, sucking my tongue into his mouth, then moving on, kissing every where. As soon as he kissed or sucked a spot he'd move on. He didn't seem to be able to settle on one spot. He kissed my throat, sucked on my neck, nibbled on my ear. He had me in a frenzy, I was so close, but he wouldn't settle on one spot long enough for my body to catch up. He licked my belly button and then blew on it, making me shiver. My body was almost thrashing on the bed I needed to come so bad, I needed him inside me, anything. Finally he laid his head between my legs and grabbed my clit with his mouth, sucking on it, hard. I came instantly, he didn't stop sucking making my orgasm intensify.
He slid up my body until we were eye to eye, I felt his cock at my entrance. I rocked my hips trying to get him to enter me but he grabbed my hips with one hand, forcing me to still.
Again he just stared at me. I looked into his eyes, the anger seemed gone but the wildness remained. He seemed to be searching for something in my eyes, he must have found what he was looking for because with one thrust he was fully inside me.
He started moving, long slow thrusts. I was enjoying the feeling of skin on skin. Shit, skin on skin!
"Ranger, we aren't using any protection!"
He looked at me for a long moment, his look serious. "I don't care" he replied and started thrusting faster in me.
He leaned down and kissed me with a hunger that I matched in an instant. I forgot everything but the feelings he was creating with his body. We came together, I came with a huge shudder, my body shaking. The tightening of Ranger's body the only outward indication of his orgasm.
He rolled off to my side and when his breathing evened out he reached down for the blankets that we had kicked away from our overheated bodies, pulling them over us.
He held me close, his arms almost painfully tight around me. Against my will, my eyes closed and just as I was about asleep I heard him whisper.
"Love you"
I was too far gone to answer him.
I woke up once in the middle of the night to find Ranger lying between my legs, kissing me gently. As soon as our eyes locked he slid slowly into me. He kept his lips on mine the whole time gently arousing me. His movements were slow and steady. I ran my hands thru his hair and down his back pressing him into me. He continued to rock slowly in me until I felt his body convulse as he emptied into me, sending me over the edge too.
He pulled out after our breathing had slowed some and rolled to my side again. This time his touch was gentler. Pulling me to him he gently rubbed my back. He placed a kiss against my forehead and then I was back asleep.
I woke up to the feeling of being watched, I turned my head and looked into deep brown eyes. Ranger was lying on his side playing with a strand of my hair. Since he didn't seem to want to talk yet, I started for us.
"Hi"
"Babe" he replied, still playing with my hair and staring at me.
Okay, that went well, at least he was back to speaking even if it was only a one word answer. And his eyes were a calm brown not the deep black of last night. I tried again.
"You feeling better today?"
I didn't think he was going to answer. His hand stilled and he rolled onto his back.
"Yeah" he sighed.
I rolled toward him until I was up against his chest. His eyes were open, just staring at the ceiling. I reached out and gently stroked his hair. He closed his eyes and rubbed his head against my hand. He loved to have me play with his hair, I could turn him on by doing it or calm him down. Right now I just wanted him to relax.
Abruptly he turned and faced me.
"Stephanie, I'm sorry about last night, did I hurt you?"
"No, I'm okay" I replied moving my hand back to his hair. Crap, he called me by my full name, never a good thing.
He reached up and pulled my hand away, intertwining our fingers.
"I know we didn't use protection, would it be so bad to have my son?"
I couldn't answer, I felt my eyes get huge and now it was my turn to stare at him. Of all the things I had anticipated hearing, that was not one of them.
"I'd like a son, I'd like him with you" he continued.
I finally found my voice. "I thought you didn't want any more kids."
"Any more? Babe, I don't have any kids."
"Julie."
"No, Rachel and Ron don't want me near her any more, not after Scrog. Ron was offered a job in England, they're moving there at the end of the month."
"What about your visitations? Your rights?"
"I have no rights to her, I signed them all away when she was a baby. I just thought that maybe I'd get to know her now." I could hear the bitterness in his voice.
"Is this what having a son is about, replacing Julie?"
"No"
I didn't give him a chance to continue. "And last night, was that about making said son?"
'No, last night, the first time I just needed you" he said seriously.
"And the second time?" I asked, my voice raising slightly.
"I still just needed you, bad." he said with a small smile. "The third time, that might have been about making that son" he admitted.
I was over whelmed with what I was hearing. I didn't know what to say. Who was this man?
I felt tears welling up. Ranger reached over and gathered me to him.
"Babe, we'll just see what happens, we'll go back to using protection, if you're pregnant it'll be okay, if you're not it'll be okay too."
"Ranger, I don't know if I want a child, even yours." I whispered through my tears.
"I'm sorry; it's just that this is something I've thought about for a while now."
"For how long?" I asked.
He lifted my hand to his lips and kissed it.
"A year."
"We weren't together a year ago."
He just smiled at me.
"I love you." He said, holding me tighter.
"I love you too" I said laying my head against his chest.
True to his word, he made sure to use condoms. But there was now a tenseness to our relationship, a waiting. I alternated being terrified of having a baby to imagining having a small version of Ranger. I didn't know which one I wanted. It was making me tense and cranky.
Ranger seemed to be handling it better than me. But that was just an illusion. I got hurt doing a distraction job. The skip saw Lester and Bobby step behind him as we came out of the bar and grabbed me around the throat, using me as a hostage, tightening his hold and cutting off my breath. I was close to passing out when he threw me off to the side to make a run for it. I hit the ground hard, banging my head on the ground. I laid there dazed, with my arms wrapped protectively around my stomach.
I watched as Ranger grabbed the skip before he could run. His first hit would have put the skip on the ground if Ranger hadn't been holding him up with the other hand. After the fourth hit it was obvious that Ranger wasn't going to stop. It took both Tank and Lester to pull him off. Tank has his arms pinned while Lester tried to calm him down. It was only the mention of me needing him that got his attention. As soon as he looked for me they let him loose.
He was on his knees by me in an instant.
"Babe" I could hear a note of panic in his voice.
I just threw my arms around him, crying into his shoulder. I could feel him shaking. He and Bobby checked me over, deciding I didn't need to go to the hospital. He picked me up and took me to the truck, buckling me up and driving us back to the office. We spent the night just holding each other.
In the morning, Ranger took me back to my apartment. As soon as we got in the door he handed me a pregnancy test.
"I thought you'd be more comfortable doing this here."
I just nodded at him, took the test and headed for the bathroom.
"Babe, it'll be alright."
I went into the bathroom, read the directions and tried to pee. I was way too nervous. Maybe if I had a big drink of water. I headed for the kitchen.
"Babe"
"Jesus, Ranger, don't sneak up on me" I said rubbing my head where I hit it on the fridge.
"What are you doing?"
"I can't pee, and stop staring at me" I snapped.
I took my water and headed back in the bathroom. One bottle of water and 20 minutes later I headed back into the living room with the little stick.
I put it down on the coffee table and sat down on the opposite end of the couch as Ranger. I tried staring at it, hoping to make the wait go quicker, no luck. I looked at Ranger, he had his blank face on just staring at me. I looked back at the little stick, still too soon. I got up and started pacing.
He reached out a hand to me "Babe" he said pulling me gently onto the couch next to him. He kept my hand in his and his eyes on my face. I looked over again at the stick. A huge sigh escaped me as I looked at the results and a small smile broke out.
I flopped my head back and looked at Ranger. He was still looking at me, as I watched I thought I saw a look of disappointment cross his face, it was there and gone so quickly I couldn't be sure. The blank face was firmly in place. He started to get up but I tightened my grasp on his hand.
"So we're going to have a son huh? I asked him.
"Babe?" he was starting to look a little dazed.
I just pointed to the little positive stick and smiled.
"Yeah Babe, we're having a son" he said pulling me tight into his body and hugging me tight.
