Hello poppets! :) I'm back with another story! Sorry its another KakaSaku pairing. I know most of you are like 'EW please write something like SasuSaku.' Honestly...I have like one idea since someone spoiled me on what has happened in Shippuden :( Plan on starting that one after I finish this one. As long as writers block doesn't over come me again. BUT having made friends with a creative writing teacher I have more ways to kind of break out of that!
This story was hard to write for two reasons. One I kept skipping between first and third person. Which luckily I have an awesome friend who willingly proof reads my stories and caught it before it got really far (that being said we both suck at grammar so...still need that beta!) Two the story line loosely follows something that personally happened to me so it was rough at times to write. But i'll get through it for you guys! And its kind of therapeutic for me :)
Each chapter was written to a song. I'll leave the title of the song at the top of each chapter. Also, the names of the chapters are in Latin because it looks nice and I'm slowly re learning Latin which is turning out to be a bit of a bitch lol
One more thing and ill let you guys get into the story. There is swearing, probably some lemons. Nothing horribly 50 Shades type graphic, but I still thought I should warn you guys!
Anyway! Enjoy, please review so I know you guys want more :) Don't be a dick either! If you don't like it simply don't read it!
-Wolfy
This chapter was written to Confessions by Usher
Confessions
Sakura busied herself pick up the small house she lives in with Kakashi. They'd been together two years today. She wanted him to come home to a nice clean house.
When her phone rang she took a second to sit on the couch.
"Hello?" She said into the phone.
"Hey it's me I'll be home in an hour or so." Kakashi said.
At the sound of his voice she still got butterfly's in her stomach even after two years.
"Okay. Did you remember to get me something?" She asked playfully referencing the he forgot their anniversary.
He chuckled, "How could I after the last time."
She smiled, "Alright. See you when you get here. Love you."
"Love you too." He said before hanging up.
For the next hour Sakura finished up her cleaning, jumped in the shower. She put on Kakashi favorite dresses. A rather revealing black knee length dress with a plunging neckline. She used to think, that she could never in a million years pull off a dress like that. Until she met her best friend who convinced her otherwise.
With a sigh she sprayed her favorite perfume and grabbed her shoes. Sexy silver stilettos which really showed off her legs. Again a direct order by her best friend.
She slipped on the ankle busting stilettos and walked out into the living room, lighting different sized candles as she went. Kakashi was always nervous she was going to burn the house down because of all the candles she had going all the time.
She stepped back to look at her work. The windows were all open, letting the cool night air in. She was sure Kakashi would appreciate the length she went to, too make this night perfect.
When Kakashi walked in she knew he liked what he saw because of the look on his masked face.
Sakura smiled at him as he walked over to him. There was a feeling in the room that something was off but she pushed it away. Thinking nothing of it.
But when she hugged him she felt it again, He didn't hug her like he normally did. In fact, he stiffened.
She pulled back from and asked, "What's wrong?"
A look something like guilt passed over his handsome face. He pulled her arms from around her neck and turned away walking over to the screen door pretending to look out at the night.
"Kakashi what is it? You're scaring me." Sakura asked. Trying to push the growing panic down.
When he turned and faced her, he'd pulled his mask down.
She frowned. It was never easy for anyone, even her to read Kakashi. But everything from the way he was standing, to the look on his now mask-less face screamed something was wrong.
"We need to talk." He said simply.
Sakura swallowed, "Okay, well come here and talk to me." She said walking over and took his hand pulling him to the couch. She sat down pulling him down with her.
He wouldn't look at her. Panic was now radiating through her body. This is bad!
"Kakashi? What's wrong, you're scaring me." She said, the palm of the hand he still held was starting to sweat.
With a sigh Kakashi looked at her. "Do you love me?" He asked.
Sakura gaped at him, "Of course I do."
"Unconditionally?" He asked holding her gaze.
"Kakashi what's going on-" She started.
"Answer my question." He all but barked at her.
She was taken aback by his sudden tone of voice change.
"Of course." She replied. Suddenly very concerned about what on earth he was trying to tell her.
"Say you'll never leave me." He demanded taking both of her hands.
"I'll never leave you Kakashi just tell me what's going on for fuck sake." Sakura said. Surprised at her own use of Naruto's favorite word.
Kakashi took a deep breath and stood up to pace around the living room. Sakura sat on their very comfortable couch trying not to fig it as she waited for him to tell her whatever was plaguing him.
"Well, I have a confession..." He said when he stopped in-front of a picture of them that Sakura kept on a book case.
She watched as he ran his finger over her face. Sakura was silently starting to panic. If he's having this much trouble telling me it must be something horrible.
Suddenly he turned around and walked over to her. Kneeling down and taking her hands in his. Her heart stopped.
"I've been lying to you Sakura." He said sadly playing with the plain silver ring he had gotten her on their first anniversary.
Sakura frowned. "Sorry for what?" She asked simply.
With a sigh Kakashi looked her in the eye. "There's... I...I've been cheating."
His words struck her dumb. "Cheating? Cheating how?"
"With another woman." He replied.
She pulled her hands away. He wouldn't! Not Kakashi. Not the most loyal person in the world! No way!
" I don't believe you." She standing up to walk away from him. Suddenly cold she rubbed her arms.
Kakashi stayed where he was. His head bent in shame.
"It's true Sakura." He said sadly.
"When? With who?" She demanded. In the back of her mind she knew. He was gone a lot. Didn't answer when she called. Didn't call her back until hours after she'd called.
"On missions to the Sound Village." He said.
Her heart sank. There was only one person she knew of that he was around a lot. That explained a lot on her part as well.
"Kari..." Sakura whispered. Tears springing to her eyes.
At his silence she knew she was right. Her knees went weak and she quickly said in the nearest chair.
Kakashi quickly rushed over to her, kneeling in front of her. When he tried to take her hands in his again she snatched them back. HIs hands settled on her bare knees. Usually whenever he touches her she'd get hot with flush, but this time it only made her want to throw up.
She scoffed and folded her arms. "My best friend...My BEST fucking friend Kakashi!" She yelled at him.
He looked up at her sadness and regret all over his face. "I'm sorry Sakura...It just happened."
Sakura snorted. So cliché. So very bad romance movie cliché.
"How long." She demanded fixing him with a glare that dared him to lie to her.
Kakashi gulped at the look she gave him, "Six months."
Sakura laughed, "Six months...You've been fucking my best friend for six months. Is that why you constantly asked for missions to the Sound Village?"
He nodded.
She stood up so quickly that Kakashi fell back on his hands.
As she walked away toward the front door Kakashi jumped to his feet and followed her. Not caring if he was in striking range. If he hit him, he deserved it.
"Of all the women in the world... You had to throw yourself on her." Sakura said sadly
"I have never, not once objected to one of your many missions. I have accepted that you just work a lot and I wasn't going to interfere in that. But this..." She said trying to keep her hands from shaking.
"I have one single thing of my own! Why couldn't you let me keep Kari for myself?" Sakura asked turning around to look at him.
He stood there looking guilty, not saying anything which just angered her more.
"What kind of man are you!" She screamed at him.
"She is my sole comfort in this life since Sasuke left, aside from you and now you've robbed me of my only friend!" She yelled bring a shaking hand to her face.
The more she screamed at him the more he just stood here.
She looked at him sadly. "What is wrong with me?" She asked desperately. Her heart was broken. Her happy little world shattered to bits in front of her.
He took a step toward her, opening his mouth to say something. She scoffed disgustedly and turned away from him again.
She herd him sigh. "Sakura I-I'm sorry. I don't expect you to forgive me." He replied his voice hoarse from trying with hold his emotions.
She turned and fixed him with a look that would have set him on fire if that were possible. "Leave." She growled.
Kakashi just looked at her.
"Gah! Just get out!" She shouted at him. He flinched at the venom behind those words.
Kakashi nodded. "Alright." He said. Grabbing his vest from the chair it laid on. Sakura stood with her back against the open front door.
"I'm sorry...I love you Sakura. Please remember that." He whispered kissing her on the forehead before walking out, the screen door banging behind him.
Sakura stood there totally numb as she listened to the man who was supposed to be her future walking down the long drive way.
Once his footsteps couldn't be herd any longer she let the emotions flood over her. She didn't care that her sobs could be herd outside.
She was vaguely aware of Ino calling and saying she was coming over right away. She cried even more while Ino held her on the couch if that was even possible.
Sakura was sure that the pain of this would never end. Her boyfriend and best friend. If the worst pain in the world was being betrayed by someone you loved, this was much worse...
Alright! What do you guys think? There was one-part I kind of stole from a movie. (50 cookies for the person that guesses the movie. If you love historical romances like I do. I expect you to get it. Or you could google it ;) Only because I had no idea how to word things lol as I said above this is loosely written on something that happened to me. So it was fairly hard to write and I'm not dumb enough to assume the rest of this story will be easy to write BUT writing is very therapeutic for me and if I can take what happened to me and turn it into a good story why not right!
Reviews are very much welcome! Just remember don't be a dick!
-Wolfy
