Well
I wanted you
I wanted no one else
I thought it through
I got
you to myself
You got off
Every time you got on to me
I got
caught up
In favorable slavery
Was it wrong? Was it wrong?
I guess it wasn't really right
I guess it wasn't
meant to be
It didn't matter what they said
'Cause we were
good in bed
I guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight
for
all the wrong reasons
No, it didn't matter what I tried
It's
just a little hard to leave
When you're going down on me
I
guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight
for all the wrong
reasons
Well you know my friends
Well they know your
enemies
I'd pretend
Not to hear what they said to me
'Cause
I got off
Every time you got on to me
Was it wrong
To go
along with insanity?
Was it wrong? Was it wrong?
I
guess it wasn't really right
I guess it wasn't meant to be
It
didn't matter what they said
'Cause we were good in bed
I
guess I stuck around so I could watch us fight
for all the wrong
reasons
No, it didn't matter what I tried
It's just a
little hard to leave
When you're going down on me
I guess I
stuck around so I could watch us fight
for all the wrong
reasons
I guess it wasn't what I wanted,
It wasn't
really what I thought,
I thought it was the day I got,
I want
it all to go away,
I guess it wasn't what I wanted,
It
wasn't really what I thought,
I thought it was the day I got,
I want it all to go away,
I guess it wasn't what I wanted,
It wasn't really what I thought,
I thought it was the day I
got,
I want it all to go away,
I guess it wasn't what I
wanted,
It wasn't really what I thought,
I thought it was
the day I got,
I want it all to go away
I guess it wasn't
really right
I guess it wasn't meant to be
It didn't matter
what they said
'Cause we were good in bed
I guess I stuck
around so I could watch us fight
for all the wrong reasons
No,
it didn't matter what I tried
It's just a little hard to
leave
When you're going down on me
I guess I stuck around so
I could watch us fight
for all the wrong reasons
They were desperate. They needed each other like no other. They clawed at each other's clothes. They pawed each others bodies. He was tense, indestructible and willing to give her what ever she wanted. She was frail, human and frustrated. They kissed with pent up emotions and moved with unwarranted passion. And they were never to be caught.
Maybe at one point there had been some inkling of love. Maybe at one point Bella did find Jasper to be someone she could spend her life with. Maybe at one point Jasper found Bella to be as wonderful as everyone else said. But that didn't matter right now. That didn't matter as they clutched for each other in the throes of lust. That didn't matter when he snuck over to her house and claimed her on quiet days.
None of that mattered anymore.
They both knew it was wrong. Horrible to lie, to forget and to pretend. They knew how it would rip apart the family, but maybe that drew them a bit closer. Maybe that fear pulled them together. Maybe.
Jasper's lips pressed against hers as she fumbled with his belt. He gripped her hips when she succeeded, pushing himself against her. She pulled the belt off and threw it in the courner. Did it hit something? She wasn't sure.
They hated each other outside of the confines of her bedroom. Inside the confines of their clothes. They knew every minute they spent together was another stab of pain to Edward and to Alice. They feigned friendship sure, Jasper feigned his inablility to control himself for a valid excuse for him to go away when she was around. He couldn't control his thoughts around her. He never could.
Did Edward know? It Alice see it? They never knew and didn't care.
Jasper tugged her shirt off, letting it fall next to the bed. She reached behind her back and fumbled with the bra straps. His lips pressing into her neck and into her chest. Into her stomach and down.
They heard the door and it was Charlie. Jasper didn't leave her alone, Charlie wouldn't come up. Jasper wasn't as careful as Edward had always been. It was something that made Bella crave him. He didn't care if she had bruises, he didn't care if she screamed in pain. When ever she screamed it was his name.
Bella pulled his shirt over his head and kissed him again, bucking her hips against his, urging him on.
Maybe they did it to hurt Edward. Maybe they did it to hurt Alice. Maybe they did it to go against the grain. Jasper wasn't allowed human blood and Bella wasn't allowed sex. So they fought that by using the other.
Who knows? Maybe they wanted to be caught in half finished in Bella's small room?
