I loved him that's all I knew, but his cold demeanor put a distance between I knew would be impossible to over come. Yet I felt bonded to him like a lost puppy who found someone to depend on. My loyalty as tested time after time with a another man I wanted to be far away from, I was trapped with this man with no way to exscape but with him. The man I come to admirer, the man who strengtht keeps me going, his strenght I can feels miles away comforts me, his strenght keeps me dreaming that maybe I too, can be free.

Freedom, sweet sweet freedom, I crave it just as bad as I crave him. These chains seems less heavy when I'm dreaming... theses chains seem less heavy when I'm fantasing him with me...