Tomorrow you'll wake up and find out I'm not here anymore. Your dad you'll probably be crying, but I trust he'll be strong enough to take care of you. Damn, I hope he's strong enough… Oh, darling, I just hope someday you'll forgive me... See, I was very young when I met your dad. We were in High School and I was crazy about him. He was kind of popular and I was just me, a nerd who would give anything for five minutes of conversation with him. Then, it happened and he became my best friend… and soon he became my boyfriend and I loved him so much… At least I thought I loved him. Our life was a fairytale until I got pregnant. We were so young... I wasn't ready to be a mother, yet not even for one second I thought about not having you. I thought it would be easy, as if you were just a doll, but… Oh darling, some day you'll have children and you'll find out it's not easy. I should have given you away to someone who wanted a baby, someone who would take care of you just like you deserve and need. I wasn't ready fifteen years ago and I'm not ready now. I don't know who I am without you or your father and I need to find out. People may think you're weak, but not for one second you should believe them. You have always been so brave and strong, and I need you to be stronger than ever now because I won't be around anymore. I'm sorry, baby... I don't think you'll ever understand, but I hope you'll forgive me some day. I'm gonna miss you every day until we meet once more, but that's part of the process.
