A/N: My newest story I wish you all enjoy so yes do read.
DISCLAIMER: DONT OWN TWILIGHT
"WHY? WHY WONT YOU JUST DO IT EDWARD?" I screamed and was close to throwing random things at him.
"Because Bella I already told you. You do not need to be damned to the hell I am living"
Why was he so calm? He wasnt showing anger at all! Why wouldnt he just let me?
"I know perfectly well why you wont do it. I knew for a long time. You dont love me, never have. Your just using me as a toy its like I am only here to make you feel human again" I glared but felt guilty as I saw the effect of the words on him.
His eyes slowly turned black. He clenched and unclenched his fists. His gaze bore deep into my eyes. I pushes aside any thoughts of guilt and kept taunting the lion.
"Because if you really loved me I would be like you. I would be able to be by your side forever going through thick and THIN. BUT APPARENTLY IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH" My voice rose in pitch and I started yelling at him again.
I was so mad the thought of hitting him was intoxicating. I threw a lamp. My phone, a book, anythign my hands could grab. I growled in pure frustration when nothing hit him. So I took drastic measures and threw myself on him. I just pounded on him.
"Why Edward? I want to be able to love you to be able to kiss you like I would any other guy. But if we get to intimate you have to run off. Edward I want to love you so much more. I want to take our relationship farther. I really do but if you cant change me then I cant be satisfied with a chaste kiss or a peck on my forehead. I love you Edward and if you cant change me then..." I paused took in a deep breathe " your going to have to leave my life. For good."
Without further question or arguement he put me down on the couch and was gone before I could blink.
I ran to the door and onto the front porch hopping to catch a last glimps of what used to be my boyfriend. My love. I ran into the house grabbing anything threw it and grinned when I heard the sound of breaking glass. I was in hysterics. I was laughing and throwing things all over the house. It wasnt to long before I just stopped. I collapsed onto the ground and cried. I cried and cried and cried until I was pretty sure there was no water or body fluids left in me.
I got up and started to clean. Charlie was due back home and it needed to be spotless. After I finished I crawled into my room and curled up in a fetal position and slept.
EDWARDS POV
Bella called me over that night and we were having dinner. She brought up her silly little arguement again and I prepared myself of what was to come. She was yelling at me. Stuff I had heard. I was as calm as possible until she said I didnt love her.
I was in utter shock and furious. No furious was an understatement.
I clenched my fists and unclenched them. I knew by now my eyes were black.
Although it didnt phase her. She kept going. Taunting me and teasing.
But then she said those words. I had to leave her life. For good. I couldnt take it. I put her back onto the couch and was out the door before she could even blink. I stood in the forest my eyes intent on watching her just to see her before I would leave. She flew outside the house her eyes searching frantically. When she didnt see me she must have been even more frustrated. She ran inside then I heard the noise of glass breaking. I groaned she would no doubt hurt herself. The noise stopped and I heard sobs.
I couldnt bear it. I ran off toward home. Alice came running at me. She hurtled herself on me and I was thrown onto the ground. Alice started pounding her fists on my chests.
Coming from another vampire it really hurt. Rosalie came out and dragged Alice off of me. What came next was so unexpected it took Emmett and Jasper and Carlisle to drag both Alice and Rosalie off of me.
I had to gasp for air even though I didnt need air.
"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM EDWARD?" Rosalie screamed at me.
"What do you mean whats my problem? It was Bella who started the fight not me." I said.
At this point I was feeling really crappy and not so chivalrous toward people at the moment.
" You could have at least argued for yourself. For your dignity." Alice said her voice icy with pure hate.
" I do not need to. if Bella does not want me or want me with her then so be it" I excused myself and went to the house.
I heard a roar of frustration and before I knew it I was thrown aside and Emmett hit me clear in my stomach. ON my trip of flight I took down three trees and left a dent in the other.
"WHAT IN THE NAME OF GOD WAS THAT FOR?" I yelled furiously.
"Because you stupid idiot Bella needs you in a time like this. She said a few things she didnt mean and really needs her boyfrined right now. Dont you even disagree with me. My wife is Rosalie so I know a few things." Emmett yelled at me and got a thwack from Rose.
"NO" I replied.
"She wants me out of her life so be it."
"EDWARD! She does not want you out of her life. She loves you and said this for you to see from her point of view what it is like to not be able to love you like she wishes." Alice growled.
"How? How does this show me anything?" I questioned.
"Go inside and play your lullaby until you know why. Play and put yourself in her shoes. Then you can question me." Alice spoke calmer now that Jasper was crooning in her ear.
I did as was told. Sitting on the piano bench I placed my fingers on the keys and played. Over and over the melody floated around the house. Pretty soon there were changes.
It started off like a chase. On and on it rose then dropped it was as if I played the music according to the fight we had. I was thinking as Bella would which was hard.
Sunlight was coming in through our open windows when I figured it out. I know knew why she always picked such a fight.
She loves me which I knew. But in order to prove it she has to be more like me. A vampire. Lady of the night. Since I was the only one she has ever loved with such a fierce determination she wont let me go. Bella would say a few things she didnt mean but hope that I would realize why. Man if it werent for Alice. I stopped playing the piano and just grinned.
"Edward there had better be a good reason why the piano is no longer making such a racket." Alice warned.
"Oh there is Alice. Call Rose down here and Mother there is a lot I need to discuss." I was still smiling and Alice was down with a notebook, magazines, pens, and pencils.
"You screwed up even if all you did was run off and in big screw ups drastic measures must be made. So I have a resteraunt reserved for just the two of you. Now for flowers and a gift what would you like to do.?" Rose and Alice were talking to fast for my ears. I left to hunt after it was all done. The women were going to talk to Bella and reassure her. At 8 I was to go pick her up and we were to eat at The Breakwater Inn.
I finished eating and went to get ready.
BELLA'S POV
The doorbell rang and I slouched down the stairs to answer it. Not in the mood for company I put on my sourest expression when I opened it.
"Wha.. Alice? Rosalie? Esme? What are you doing here. If your looking for Mr. Stubborn he isnt here. Of course I know Alice probably knows that" I spoke sourly.
"Bella.." The three spoke and sighed.
"Look come in just because Edward and I are no longer together doesnt mean you guys still arent my family" I said on a happier note.
"Thats what we came to talk to you about." Alice said.
I was a little nervous. What does this mean. Are they leaving me all alone in this Godforsaken town of wet greenery.
" You need to understand that Edward really still loves you and we know you still love him. Now before you object I and my daughters wish you to do one thing tonight and we hope you can dearly forgive our Edward. Please do not pound or pounce on him. Now go upstairs and get ready for a makeover." Esme ushered her hand toward Alice and Rose whom had a dress and makeup and well almost every styling object in the history of styling objects.
" Fine."
After about 4 hours of styling and makeup I looked perfect. My skin had a glow to it my hair was shiny and my eyes were sparkling despite all the hate I held to Edward. This was the most strangest fight I have ever had with anyone. I was the one who was rude but Edward was apologizing.
I got up and went to my dress. It was a one piece evening gown in satin silk and organza. With a deep "V" neckline with fully beaded bodice with a great figure-flattering style the dress flows into a multi-layered cascade of soft billowing asymmetrical ruffles. Or so Alice said. I was amazed. The blue was gorgeous against my skin.
"Bella you look breath taking Edward will love you and forget why you are going to dinner with him."Alice beamed and gently hugged me trying not to mess my look up. Rosalie just nodded with a small smile. Esme was just overly happy. She to hugged me.
They left and it was almost time for Edward to come and pick me up. My heart pounded in my chest as I waited for my Adonis to pull into my drive. I dared not sit because of the fear of ruining my dress.
Then I saw the lights.
A/N: Ahh a new story really it will be like 10 chapters I dunno how good it would be. But I hope you enjoy it and chapter 2 will be up extremly soon. so yeah review :-) please
