Disclaimer: I don't own (though I wish I did) the characters used in this poem. They all belong to they're rightful owners

A/N: I can't believe I 4got bout this. Its Roxas's confession to Kairi from a KH Fan fic Series that I never finished. Its thanks to the excellent fan fic A Walk in Andante that I even remembered I had it. So thank you to Shirozora for sparking my memory.

Well I think that's it so Sit back, Relax and Enjoy. (Oh wait one more thing; reviews and comments are most welcome but if you have nothing nice to say please keep it to yourself. Thank you.)

If only…

If only I could be more direct

I'm sorry I couldn't say this to your face

'Deny or admit your feelings for me…' you said

Well I can't deny this any longer so here it goes

Princess…

Kairi…

Here's my confession

I've thought about how to tell you this for a long time

I guess it all began that day

So many years ago

When you whispered my name in order to save me

And all those times after that….

The 'Incident'

Or as our fiery friend chooses to call it

Our 'One night stand'

Regardless do you see what I'm getting at?

I hope I'm here

To give you this in person

But if I'm not

I know you'll find this

You're clever like that

Anyway….

Princess, I'm truly sorry for any pain and suffering I've caused due to it all

I really am

We can't be….

We're not meant….

And I know that but….

If only things were… normal….

Different…..

If only things were simple

If only this were easy

But it's not

There's more I wanna tell you

So take a look at the other paper I wrote

Hear me out okay?

Read between the lines and you'll see

That the truth is

Kairi

I love you

And I'm sorry

If only…I… didn't

If only I never existed

If only….

Roxas