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Summary : Drabble. Now the battle is finally over realization finally hits Michelle. A bit out of character. AU.
Made
by
Amnesia Nymph
Michelle sighed, staring at the dark sky above her. Finally she and her sister had gotten what they wanted. After meeting Nenene their lives had turned upside down. Now it was time to go back to what they were used to. Their enemy had been defeated leaving them to do what they wanted to do. She sighed again. It didn't feel like that at all. Sure she was happy it was all over. No more dangers were threatening the lives of her sisters but...
Fake. Made. It were words that had been haunting her ever since Junior told her the truth about her purpose on earth. Her meeting with Anita and Maggie had been made up. She wasn't a real person. She was just... made. She didn't know why or when she had started to refer herself as 'made' but lately this was all she could think about. Ever since she had arrived in Japan together with her sisters she had believed they were the perfect little family.
They had a history together. They met Anita, an abandonned child while trying to find some hidden books in a church. Ever since she could remember she could manipulate paper. But that wasn't true at all. She had never met Anita like that. She had never met Maggie while trying to find those books. The three of them had just gotten those memories from some sick person who loved writing. Who loved writing so much that he was able to write the plot of the life of three honour-bound sisters. The first time she had met the pink haired girl was... She didn't know. She honestly didn't know.
Slowly the blonde closed her eyes, trying to keep her tears from falling. What had been real and what hadn't been? The first time she met Nenene, had that been real? Or just a memory as well. She wasn't even a real sister. They didn't even have an honour-bound connection. Anita had been right. They weren't sisters. They didn't know each other. But at the same time they did. This was so confusing.
It felt like Michelle had just woken up from a coma, forgotten all about her past.
Made. Made. Made.
She wasn't a real human. She couldn't be a real human. She was produced in a lab. Just like a toy. Like a product you can buy on the market. How could she possibly pretend nothing was the matter. Maggie didn't seem to mind. Anita had gotten over it as well. Their memories of coming to Japan had been real. Right? So somehow they had a past to hold on to.
Yet, it didn't feel the same anymore. She wanted it to be. She had tried to hide her true feelings behind her smile. Behind her books but she couldn't do it anymore. She could no longer keep smiling while she felt like crying. Maybe it was time she told someone about her feelings. Maybe it was time someone conforted her instead of the other way around.
But then again maybe not. She wasn't made to do that. She was on earth to protect her sisters and to keep them save, away from the harm life could bring. She surely didn't have much memories to hold onto but they could make new ones. They could make new memories to look back to together. It would just take some time. She just needed some time.
