A/N: Well, I've been writing fics before but this is my first fic for detective Conan. Yeah, hope you'll like it guys. )
This will be a collection of songfics.
Disclaimer: I, Erchensakura, do not own Detective Conan and I never will. Haha, that simple!
Guidelines:
Hello- narration/dialog
Hello- flashbacks and thoughts
Hello- P.O.V.'s,
Hello-Songs
-Black rose-
Ch.1 only reminds me of you
I see you beside me it's only a dream a vision of what used to be, the laughter, the sorrow, pictures in time fading to memory….
Ran is crying again. Whenever I would see her cry, it hurts me inside. I am not faraway Ran, I am just beside you. You just can't feel it but it's me. Conan/Shinichi thought as he watched her weep.
"Ne-chan! Stop crying!" Conan said trying to calm her.
"I hate you Shinichi! I hate you! I really do! You told me that you'll never leave me; you told me you'll always be my side! But where are you now huh?! You left me here all alone! I hate you!" Ran shouted as tears fell down her face.
Yeah, I never left you. I'm just here. You just couldn't see me because I'm trapped in a body of a seven year old kid.
"Ne-chan, I'm sure Shinichi-ni-chan would come back. Actually, he's not faraway."
"What do you mean not faraway?! Huh?! Do you know something about him?! Tell me!" Ran shouted madly at Conan, who is now shaking in FEAR.
My, she really is furious.
"Ahm, ne-chan, you see sometimes he ahm.."
"HE WHAT?!"
"Ne, don't be mad. He ahm.. calls at Professor Agasa and most of the time, ahm.. He talks to me. Uh.."
"What is he telling you? Why isn't he calling me?"
"Uhm.. You see, his life is in danger and he doesn't want you to be involved with it. So, he keeps a distance between the two of you. Though it's hard for him."
"What?! No way! He could have told me! This is stupid! This is sooooo stupid! I need Shinichi! He promised me…He promised me that-"
"Ran-ne-chan"
"..that he'll never leave me. I hate him! I loathe him! I really do!"
"Ne-chan are you sure that you really hate him? Or you just miss him terribly?"
"Conan, I-I'm so-sorry." Ran burst into tears. "I-it's ju-just th-that I-I- re-really. I really miss him! He's my best friend and I terribly need him! I need him. I want him to be here. Beside me."
I'm just here for you Ran. Why can't you feel me? I never left you and I never will.
Ran sighed and stared at the necklace that Shinichi had given him when they were still young.
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?
I tried to run from your side,
But each place I hide, it only reminds me of you…
When I turn out all the lights,
Even the night, it only reminds me of you…
-Flashback-
A ten year old Ran was sitting all alone eating her ice cream, waiting patiently for Shinichi to come.
"He said he's going to meet me here by 3:00! It's already 3:20 and he's still not here! Where could he be?" Ran complained as she licked her chocolate-flavored-ice-cream.
"What a cute little girl" A dark voice said behind Ran.
Ran, scared and shocked, did not dare look behind her instead,
"Who the hell are you?!"
"My.. my.. You sure are brave huh?"" The man smirked and walked closer to her. He lowered his head to see her face.
She's so nervous that she's already shaking in fear.
"Wh-what d-do you w-wa-want?" Ran stuttered.
The man smirked and touched Ran's face.
Ran's heartbeat moved faster and faster and louder like a drumbeat.
As for her, she's a taekwando student, she should have kicked the man's butt madly but then, because of fear, nervousness, anger and anxiety she couldn't move her body.
"S-S-Shi-Shi-Shini-Shini-Shinichi!!!!!" She shouted his name out of uneasiness.
"Hm. Who are you calling young girl?" The man smirked for the third time and continued touching her face. Then he went closer. Closer. So close that he almost raped Ran.
She began to tremble. She felt dreadful then she began to cry.
Shinichi!
Shinichi!
Shinichi!
I need you!
Where are you?
Shinichi!
"Ugh!" Shinichi felt like someone is calling his name. Someone longs for him. Someone needs his help.
Then, he remembered her.
He ran as fast as he could.
He searched for her.
Then he saw what was happening.
"Ran" he whispered.
"Sweet little girl. Hn. No one's here to help you"
Ran didn't talk. Instead she cried more.
Tears roll down her face like a river.
She felt hopeless.
She knows that no one's there to help her. Shinichi's not there.
No one's there.
No one.
No one.
"Get your paws of her!" a ten year old shinichi shouted.
The man, annoyed, looked back and saw Shinichi playing with his soccer ball, glaring at him like a mad man.
The man smirked again and raised his brow and gave him a who-do-you-think-you-are look.
Ran stopped trembling and she felt safe.
She wiped her tears and looked at the direction where the voice came from. There she saw Shinichi giving the man a super death glare.
"My..my little boy, what are you going to do now huh?" the man asked with a devilish grin.
"Me?I'll tear you into pieces."
Really?Geez Mommy!I'm scared!" the man teased.
"You better be."
"Ha! Your just a stupid little kid what can-"
Slam
The man fainted and fell on the floor. His nose is bleeding and his face is as red as tomatoes. Well, you can guess what Shinichi had done.
He kicked his soccer ball straight on the man's face that made the man's nose BLEED!
"Look who's talking a while ago. Hmmm. Hahaha. He's lying on the floor with his nose bleeding. Hahahaha."
He laughed then looked at the shocked Ran then he smiled at her.
He sat down beside her and wiped her tears using his thumb.
"Where have you been?!I've been waiting for you"
"Uhm..I bought something. I'm sorry."
"I was almost raped by that time!"
"Hell no. I will always protect you. I will never leave you. Stop crying now. It breaks my heart whenever I would see you cry."
Shinichi touched Ran's long brown hair and then he wiped her tears.
She smiled and stared into his eyes.
He took something from his pocket.
It was a box.
He opened it and took the necklace inside it and placed it on Ran's neck. Then he whispered something on her ear.
"I will never let you fall. I will always be by your side. I will never leave you alone."
She smiled sweetly and hugged Shinichi. Tears of joy fell from her hazel eyes.
"Thanks. It's beautiful" She thanked him while blushing.
"Ran, that's my promise, never forget that."
"Of course. But what are you sure you'll never leave me? What if you become famous? What if you'll leave? What if-"
Shinichi placed his finger on her lips and smiled.
"That.." Pause. "..would never happen"
"Promise?"
"Promise."
They both smiled.
"Oh look Shinichi! It's sunset!" Ran shouted happily as she pointed at the sight of the setting sun.
-End of flashback-
I needed my freedom, that's what I've thought,
But I was a fool to believe,
My heart lied while you cried rivers of tears,
But I was too blind to see…
Ran stood up from the couch and went outside to take a walk. She sighed heavily as she recalled everything that she and Shinichi had once shared when they were still kids.
Conan followed her. He worriedly looked at her with a frown.
He should have told Tan about his secret but he can't.
If he would do that, her life would be in great trouble.
But if he wouldn't, her heart would continue breaking until it's shattered into pieces. He sighed and just followed her. It was afternoon by that time and the sun was about to set.
Ran went to the old fountain where she and Shinichi usually hang-outs. She sat on the bench and closed her eyes.
Thousands of memories flooded her mind.
Tears fell from her eyes down to her soft pink cheeks.
The cold wind blew her long chocolate brown hair as she silently cried.
She opened her eyes and wiped her tears.
Everything we've been through before,
Now it means so much more…
I tried to run from your side,
But each place I hide it only reminds me of you…
When I turn out all the lights,
Even the night it only reminds me of you…
Only you…
Shinichi's P.O.V.
Ran, I hate it when you're hurt. It hurts me more. Stop crying please. I don't want to see you cry. It breaks my heart to see you weep.
I'm not far away. I'm just behind you. Watching you. You may not see me but I'm just here. Ran…
Ran's P.O.V.
Shinichi-kun, Where are you? I need you. I want you here beside me. You told me you'll never leave me right? You promised me. And I trust in you. I don't know where you are now.
You may think I'm insane. But I could feel you. I just don't know if it's really you. But I could feel… you.
But, why couldn't I see you. I know you're just somewhere. Maybe, behind me. But why can't I see you?
I want you to be here. I want to see you again.
But where will I find you? You don't call me anymore or leave me a message. You've been a mystery now.
Where are you? Shinichi…
So come back to me,
I'm down on my knees…
Boy can't you see?
Normal P.O.V. (A/n: I don't know what this one is called so I just invented this. Hehe.)
"Ran-ne-chan,"
"Oh, Conan, It's you..."
"It's getting cold ne-chan, let's go."
"Look Conan! It's sunset!" Ran pointed at the setting sun.
Conan looked at the direction ran pointed and there he saw the sunset. He remembered what he had told Ran before.
"Yeah,it's beautiful!"
Ran smiled." Of course, it really is. I love sunsets you know."
"Yeah, but, I think we should go home. Uncle might be home by now from his get together party with his friends."
"Oh, yeah." She smiled then stood up.
Ran…
"Ugh, Conan, let's go."
"Hai!"
They walked along side by side holding each other's hands as they head home. Still, thousands of happy memories are playing on her mind. She really, really miss him.
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?
That I've tried to run from your side…
But each place I hide,
It only reminds me of you...
When I turn out all the lights,
Even the night it only reminds me of you…
They went inside the dark cold apartment. She turned on all the lights and sat on the couch. She tried to relax then she let out a heavy sigh.
She closed her eyes and tried to think of him…
Later on…
Briiiiiiiing!!!
"Huh?" She stood up immediately and picked up the phone.
"Hello? Mouri's office, how may I help you?"
"Ran…" a familiar voice said on the other line.
"Yeah? Who's this?"
"Don't you remember me?"
I've tried to run from your side,
But each place I hide, it only reminds me of you…
When I turn out all the lights,
Even the night, it only reminds me of you…
You..
Only reminds me of you…
To be continued….
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A/n: Did you like it? Hehe… ahm, I'm not sure if I could update fast but I'll do my best. Sorry for the typographical errors and wrong grammars because English isn't my first language.
And, I know story sucks but please leave a review. Hehe.
Thanks!!)
'erchensakura….
