sweet whispers singing softly
[glitteringxlights]
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Its easy for you to fall in love with him. His dark chocolate colored eyes, wavy, inky hair, perma-tanned skin, its all catches you into a trance.
He's had you on his hook since you were an awkward freshman girl with an undersized chest and weird friends. He's known you were his since that first time you had a class together, Mrs. Warren's College Prep Geometry class. You hated math, but he made you look forward to it.
He knew how to make you giggle. He knew how to make you blush. He knew how to make you smile. And he ripped it all away with one single changed relationship status.
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Derrick Harrington changed all that. He was your new crush, your new addiction. He made you blush, he made you giggle, he made you smile, he made you in love. It was him that took your first kiss, first date, and your first nearly anything else.
You dated him for several months, almost a year. And then one day, just like the one before, he ripped it all away and caused those salty tears to make another voyage down your flushed cheeks.
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Josh came back. He always did. You didn't know what you were to him, but he always ended up wanting more. It was like he knew you were under his thumb, waiting for him to want you.
He made that giddy feeling come back once more, then twice more. He made you smile so wide, almost like pre-Derrick times. You felt good, you felt happy, and you were crushing hard.
He asked you to hang out. It made you so happy, so excited, all day long. He talked to you a few times that day and made you smile and happy and blush.
Lately, you had been doing a lot of blushing.
When the time finally came, it was a disaster. It was not just one kiss. It was so much more. You felt betrayed and hurt. And not one more text message, not one more skype call, not one more cute facebook chat ever showed up after that.
Because, Josh Hotz just got what he really wanted… and that's all he'd ever want from you.
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I actually had an amazing Valentine's Day, but you wouldn't be able to tell from this. Haha.
-gxl
