Dans P.O.V fag, gay,loser, ass hole, ass hole, bitch, fatass. that is what people call me day to day nonstop,but i'd brush off the words,and continue living my depressing, and self loathing

years ago I told my mum that I was bi . my mum was quite shocked, and didn't have the heart to turn away from me coz of my sexuality, but one dreadful

day my mum had told her friend who just so happened to be the mother of a ignorant ass hole lad, who spreed the word through out the school. Of course he changed

me being 'bi' into being completely 'gay'. In the begging I thought people wouldn't mind,but I was wrong I was bullied I thought it would never end, but so...mehow I'd

got my self into thinking they were just we're just being playful, and jokeing around so I dont let it bother me. I sat comfortably in my bed with the warmth of my

heated laptop heating my legs. The rain poured down; heavily, pouding against the glass window, and the sent of the warm hot chocalote being made ran through the

house. I felt alone, and I wanted to find someone I could enjoy these kind of days with someone who I could share a laugh with, but again I just had my heart broken

from a girl, I thought we were in love I thought she loved me back, but I was wrong, love is rubbish, and could never work it self out.

I spent a fuck load of time scrolling through yotube trying to find an enjoyable video to watch. After what seemed like forever I desided to watch my favorite yotuber

'amazingphil'. I commented on all of his videos, and refreshed for new videos every time I had a chance too go on. I clicked a video of his called "paranormal activity' I

was quite frightened by the title, but I calmed my self down, and waiting pashontly for the video to finally load.

I laughed, and smiled like an idiot while the video played. After the video I somehow got encouraged to make a video my self. I set my camera onto a conter .I hesitated

to steep in front of the camera, but as awkward as I am I slowly walked in front of the camera... "Hi...my name is ...Dan" I said nervously. there's no reason to be

nervous Dan it's a fucking camera. I told my self. "and this is my first proper video I guess...I've always wanted to make videos, but I never had the confidence or

motivation..." I began "but that was until some really good friends I've meet, and I thought I'd give it a shot" I said thinking of Phil. I made little skits to add on to the

video, and finally finished.
That night I edited the video till the sun Beemed through the window once again. I uploaded the video, and fell asleep as soon as I could.


authors note:

it's a really short chapter, but I promise the chapters will be longer then this yes this is a "phanfiction", and this long "phanfiction" is Dan's life journey from the beginning till the end. judge how I write go ahead I love critizim, and if you liked it leave a comment follow or favorite :).