Watching you walk away into the light
I can't help but wonder if you realize
what I'm holding back, what I can't show
Do you even know?
Do you realize how much I love you?
Can you see my pain, can you feel it?
Do you know what you leaving will do?
Losing you is destroying me inside
You understand in a way that
no one else ever has
Can I let you go?
I need you
I want you to stay
Letting you go is killing me
The dreams, the memories won't fade
They keep me awake at night
My friends try to help but can't
No one can help me like you did
Like you do, every single day
You give me a strength I didn't know I had
A reason to keep going on in this crazy world
Do they see?
Can they see my pain, my fears?
It's been months now
I still can't let go of you
My love for you is too strong
How could this happen?
to me, to us?
Do you feel that way?
Do you love me too?
Can you see this pain in my eyes?
Are you ignoring it for my sanity?
Not telling me that you don't love me back?
Or do you want to spare me the pain of knowing
that you want me too, but can't stay
You don't belong here, you never did
This isn't your world, your time
You belong in the past
But you belong here now, belong with me
And I belong with you.
I'm sorry I'm not stronger
That I can't just go on with my life again
You changed me in ways
that I don't even understand
Gave me someone to care about
Someone to love
Someone who needed me
as much as I needed them
My world, my life ended
the day you left
I'm coming for you
I'll see you again soon, my beloved
I can't go on anymore.
I know they know
I can't stand the pain
I just can't continue loving you
Missing you
Every day
Please let them forgive me
I know it's selfish, and it's not like me
But my world is with you
You are everything I need
Everything I want
If you aren't here
then I don't want to be
It's not enough to have them anymore
You are my other half
The other side of my soul
The other half of my being
In many ways you are my better half
My strength, my home
Mom, Grandpa
I'm sorry
I love you dearly, but I can't
do this anymore
I miss him in ways
I cannot explain
Not even Ryou understands
this pain, this longing
He loved his other half in some way
But they weren't like us
Atemu
Yami
Whatever his name is to you
His name to me
was life
love
Us
