Watching you walk away into the light

I can't help but wonder if you realize

what I'm holding back, what I can't show

Do you even know?

Do you realize how much I love you?

Can you see my pain, can you feel it?

Do you know what you leaving will do?

Losing you is destroying me inside

You understand in a way that

no one else ever has

Can I let you go?

I need you

I want you to stay

Letting you go is killing me

The dreams, the memories won't fade

They keep me awake at night

My friends try to help but can't

No one can help me like you did

Like you do, every single day

You give me a strength I didn't know I had

A reason to keep going on in this crazy world

Do they see?

Can they see my pain, my fears?

It's been months now

I still can't let go of you

My love for you is too strong

How could this happen?

to me, to us?

Do you feel that way?

Do you love me too?

Can you see this pain in my eyes?

Are you ignoring it for my sanity?

Not telling me that you don't love me back?

Or do you want to spare me the pain of knowing

that you want me too, but can't stay

You don't belong here, you never did

This isn't your world, your time

You belong in the past

But you belong here now, belong with me

And I belong with you.

I'm sorry I'm not stronger

That I can't just go on with my life again

You changed me in ways

that I don't even understand

Gave me someone to care about

Someone to love

Someone who needed me

as much as I needed them

My world, my life ended

the day you left

I'm coming for you

I'll see you again soon, my beloved

I can't go on anymore.

I know they know

I can't stand the pain

I just can't continue loving you

Missing you

Every day

Please let them forgive me

I know it's selfish, and it's not like me

But my world is with you

You are everything I need

Everything I want

If you aren't here

then I don't want to be

It's not enough to have them anymore

You are my other half

The other side of my soul

The other half of my being

In many ways you are my better half

My strength, my home

Mom, Grandpa

I'm sorry

I love you dearly, but I can't

do this anymore

I miss him in ways

I cannot explain

Not even Ryou understands

this pain, this longing

He loved his other half in some way

But they weren't like us

Atemu

Yami

Whatever his name is to you

His name to me

was life

love

Us