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100 Theme Challenge
#35 - 1:58 AM
Pairing: Sasuke/Naruto
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1:58 AM – A time that my heart soared.
That was when I heard the words I have wanted to hear come from his mouth. It was after we had spent a few hours fucking. I wish I could call it passionate lovemaking, but when only one person in the relationship loves the other it is kind of hard to do that.
But that is all different now.
Because Sasuke told me that he loved me. I don't know what brought it on or why he did it, but it makes me so happy to know he feels the same way about me.
I hope that now we can tell people about us. I wonder what people will think of the Avenger and the Demon being together.
~A few weeks later....~
1:58 AM – A time that I felt my world shatter.
Sasuke told me that he didn't mean it...that he didn't really love me. That he only said it so that he could keep fucking my "sweet ass" as he put it. He wasn't going to ever tell me that he didn't love me. But I forced him to by asking if we could tell everyone about us.
I felt so betrayed. My heart shattered into a thousand pieces, all too fragmented to be put back together. I should have known that nobody could love a Demon.
"How could you do that to me? I loved you and you knew that, so you took advantage of my feelings for you? I was your best friend, so how could you treat me so horribly?" I yelled at him while trying not to cry. I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes, but I wanted to save some of my pride and not let him see how much he hurt me.
Sasuke just stared at me a moment, taking in my disheveled appearance, "Feelings like that only get in the way. You knew how I was before we got into this 'relationship', if you can call it that. Don't blame me because you allowed yourself to fall into love."
"I might have allowed myself to fall in love, you're right. That part might have been my fault, but that doesn't give you the right to tell me that you love me just so you can keep sleeping with me."
"I thought I should appease you somehow. I figured that you would know I didn't mean it and was only telling you to make you feel better."
"You lied to me to make me feel better? You know what, just get out. Don't come back." I ran to the bathroom to try to calm myself down. Once the door shut behind me, I collapsed to the floor crying my eyes out. Eventually I fell asleep there on the cold blue tiles of the bathroom floor.
~The next night...~
1:58 AM – A proper time to end it all.
This moment of the day has been both the best and the worst time of my life.
At least I have everything all ready and now I just have to finish it. My goodbye letters, everything is already cleaned up, and all my debts are cleared.
All I have to do is stab myself with this and it will be over. No more pain, no more unrequited love, no more hate, no more of anything.
I draw the kunai up and bring it down quickly, aiming it straight for the heart. As it punctured the muscle there, I could feel the blood already running down my chest, soaking my shirt with the warm liquid. I could feel my body already growing cold and it was getting harder to stay awake now. I took one last look at the clock...1:58 AM still.
What a perfect time to die.
