Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters, and my psychiatrist tells me despite what I may think sometimes, I'm not J.K. Rowling
Rated M for sexual content & strong language!
A.N.: This started off as an idea for a one-shot song fic and it just grew wildly. I've got the chapters plotted out and looks to be about 4 chapters long. The song is "Only One" by Yellowcard. It's Draco/Harry so obviously it's slash. If you don't like boy on boy action HIT THE BACK BUTTON. This is my first HP fanfiction so please be nice. All flames will be answered publicly. I am not a professional writer so please don't expect me to be. However constructive criticism is always welcomed. I'd like to thank my beta, the lovely shadeshadows Thanks!! Enjoy and Review!
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
"Draco, why?"
"It's Malfoy to you Potter." Draco spat out at the boy with a sneer of disgust as he said the other's name.
"Dray, don't do this to me please. I...I can't take it if you leave me. Did I do something wrong? Please just tell me what it was and...and I'll fix it. I won't leave the towels on your bathroom floor anymore I swear to Merlin Dray I won't do it anymore, just please, please don't do this to me." Harry said pleadingly, his emerald eyes shining with unshed tears and his voice coming out in broken sobs.
"Potter, there is nothing that you could say or bribe me with to make me stay with you. I wouldn't stay with you if you were the last man on Earth. You were a great shag but that's all you were. I'm done playing pretend, and now I want someone worthy of a Malfoy." He said while examining his impeccably manicured nails. "Which you are obviously not." He threw a look of disgust at Harry.
"But...but you told me you loved me. You held me while I mourned the death of my godfather. You made love to me and..." Harry was beginning to lose the battle with his emotions and tears were streaming down his bronzed face freely now.
"Potter, obviously I'm going to have to spell this out for you since you don't seem to be getting the picture." He sneered at Harry, looking incredibly pissed that he had to be wasting his precious time explaining anything to the Gryffindor golden boy. "You. Were. Nothing. More. Then. A. Decent. Piece. Of. Ass." He said emphasizing each word by poking Harry in the chest and backing him against the wall.
With Harry's back firmly against the wall and his head hung, tears pouring from his eyes, Malfoy cocked his head and lifted Harry's chin. "How could you seriously think that someone like me could ever be in love with someone like you?" He gave Harry a sympathetic smile before pushing himself flush against Harry and smashing his lips bruisingly against Harry's. Harry fiercely returned the kiss while wrapping his arms around Draco's neck drawing the taller boy closer, trying desperately to hold onto him for as long as possible.
Draco wrapped one pale slender hand into Harry's ebony hair and yanked back as hard as he could, eliciting a gasp from the boy as his head hit the stone wall behind him. Draco attacked the long tanned neck in front of him like a predator attacking it's prey. Licking, and sucking his way down Harry's neck. Biting down hard on his collarbone making Harry moan in pain and grit his teeth, there would definitely be a huge bruise there tomorrow morning. Draco quickly ripped Harry's shirt off, not bothering to unbutton it and continued his trek downwards, biting and licking down Harry's chest. He stopped to take one of Harry's nipples in his mouth, rolling it across his tongue before biting down with Harry hissing in both extreme pain and pleasure. He did the same to the other before continuing his way down, raking his nails down Harry's golden back and leaving scratches all down his chest. He unbuckled Harry's belt and tore it from his pants, throwing it across the empty classroom. He quickly unbuttoned the trousers and divested Harry of both his trousers and his boxers at the same time and threw them off to the side as well. He stood back up and starting biting Harry's earlobe before going back to attacking his lips with his own and his teeth. Harry moaned before wrapping his legs around Draco's waist and clinging to him, kissing him back with everything he had. Draco put one hand on Harry's ass, spreading the his cheeks slightly and with the other he quickly unzipped his pants. As soon as he had freed his rock hard cock he thrust it into Harry as hard as he could, making the brunette scream.
"God Dray, you could have at least prepared me." Harry said with his eyes screwed shut and his breathing harsh; trying to get over the intense pain coursing through his lithe body.
"I wouldn't waste my time on a whore like you." Draco said gruffly before pistoning himself into Harry as hard and roughly as possible. Harry screamed again as he felt the skin tearing and tears began leaking from his eyes. Draco unmercifully continued slamming into Harry, causing the rough wall to scratch at Harry's back, the skin becoming raw and stinging as sweat rolled down his back into the cuts.
Harry now had a steady stream of tears coursing down his face, although the pain of Draco's sudden intrusion had gone down with their sweat and Harry's blood mixing to form a lubricant. "OH SWEET MERLIN, RIGHT THERE DRAY! Please god don't stop baby...ohhhh! Draco had shifted their position and was now ramming into Harry's prostrate, making the boy forget about the pain coursing through his body as his tears of pain were replaced by tears of pleasure. "Ahhhhh, baby I'm gonna cum!" And with one more thrust into him Harry's entire body went rigid and his back arched as he came all over Draco's shirt. The feeling of Harry's muscles tightening around him forced Draco's orgasm to rack his body as well as he filled Harry to the brim with his seed.
Both of them stood there like that with Draco still inside of Harry and their foreheads against each other, letting their heart beats return to normal and their breathing to calm down. Harry pressed a soft kiss to the tip of Draco's nose, which seemed to snap him out of his orgasm induced euphoria. He slipped out of Harry and let go of him suddenly. Had it not been for Harry's quick seeker reflexes he would have fallen to the floor, but he quickly righted himself and stood there, suddenly very aware of his nakedness in front of Draco's piercing gaze. Draco sneered at the mess on his shirt and quickly scourgified himself and zipped his pants back up before grabbing Harry's arm bruisingly and kissing him hard, biting down on his bottom lip hard, drawing blood.
"Like I said...a decent piece of ass." Draco said before pulling away and heading towards the door.
"Dray..." Harry said in shock, the tears pouring from his eyes once again in shame and horror.
"See you around Potter." Draco snarled out before walking out into the hall and slamming the classroom door behind him.
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know
"I love you too." Harry whispered dejectedly to himself before sliding down the wall and curling into himself, crying uncontrollably.
And that was exactly the position that Hermoine had found him in three hours later after he had cried himself to sleep.
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Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
"FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!" Draco screamed into the night sky before dropping to his knees. He took his head in his hands and finally let himself feel everything that had been coursing through him since he'd gone to meet Harry earlier that night, crying bitterly.
He had found his way out here after he had left the love of his life completely broken and shattered on the empty classroom floor. It had completely broken him to do what he had done, and to hurt Harry like that, but it was the only way to get Harry to understand that Draco was really leaving him. It had been two weeks since he had first gotten summoned to Voldemort, what started this whole mess.
"Draco how nice of you to finally join us." Voldemort sneered at him.
"I'm sorry my lord. It was the first chance I could get to get away from Hogwarts; they've increased security around the castle making it much harder to sneak out." Draco answered back, his insides trembling in fear of what would happen to him for ignoring his father's demands that he accompany them to a meeting.
"I see." Voldemort said twirling his wand in his fingers with a contemplative look on his face. "Very well."
Draco let out a breath he hadn't known he'd been holding. He had been so sure coming into this that he would have been punished for his disobedience. He looked back up at the appalling creature in front of him just in time to see the smile play upon his lips. Draco's eyes went huge as he watched Voldemort point his wand at him and scream, "CRUCIO!"
Draco's eyes rolled back into his head and he let out a silent scream as he dropped to the floor convulsing from the most painful agony he'd ever felt tearing through his body. He laid on that cold stone floor convulsing for five minutes before Voldemort had gotten bored with him and cancelled the curse he'd thrown on the boy. "You should have tried harder, you incompetent boy." was the last thing that he had heard before his entire world had gone black.
He awoke three hours later in his own bed. His mother was sitting on the edge of the bed pressing a cool cloth to his forehead and frowning down at him worriedly. His eyes slowly fluttered open and he groaned.
"Hush my dragon. Severus left a pain potion for you when he dropped you off here before he had to return to our Lord. I need you to sit up for a moment so that you can take it." Narcissa said with her perfect mask of calm in place.
Draco looked up at his mother and saw the tell-tale shimmer in her eyes that told him that she was holding back tears. He gingerly pulled himself up, grimacing as he placed weight on his left arm and he felt like knives were shooting through his shoulder. He took the uncorked potion from his mother and swallowed it slowly and laying himself back down onto the bed.
"You dislocated your shoulder; your godfather was kind enough to heal it and the rib that you broke before he left." Narcissa said as she gracefully stood up and headed towards the door. Without turning around, she whispered, "I never wanted you to be involved with this. You're too young. I wasn't able to protect you and I'm sorry I've failed you my son," her voice raw with emotion. She wiped a tear from her eyes and took a deep breath before nodding at her son and leaving him to his own thoughts.
It was at that time that Draco had decided that he would have to break up with Harry. There was too much of a risk, and he couldn't knowingly place the boy in more danger then he was already in for his own selfish reasons. He had been in love with Harry for three years before they had finally admitted their feelings to each other at the end of fifth year, and would probably continue to love Harry for the rest of his life. But he would be damned if he would place Harry in harm's way. There just wasn't any way for a future death eater to be with the saviour of the light side. So he had decided that he would shoulder the burden and the pain of having to break up with him and stay away from his beautiful lover if it meant he was safe, even if only for the time being. He just hadn't expected for it to hurt so damn much. He sneered at his inner mind "Of course it would hurt this much, you just lost the only person who ever REALLY knew you. What the hell did you expect it to feel like?"
He looked up over the lake as the moonlight made the tears pouring down his face sparkle like diamonds and whispered into the night, "Like I just lost my only one."
