In Heaven It's Possible

Edward's gone and now everything is like a world of darkness. Nothing matters anymore. My life has no meaning. Why did he get to know me if he was going to leave me. He said he doesn't love me anymore and I don't blame him, what's to love. I'm just plain compared to him. There's so much more out there for him and yet he choose me. I think he did it to see how I'd crack. Well I wish he was here so I could congratulate him. He's done his job beautifully. I have nothing to live for so now I'm going to end it all. You would think that my family and friends would notice my cry for help but not one has come to offer support. Not one has tried to get me out of this torment. It's for the best I guess it wouldn't have worked anyways. Before it's over though I do want to sing my new found song which works so well now.

Heartbreak Lullaby

In the still of the night
I can almost feel you lying next to me
Like it used to be

And it's hard to let go
When there's always something there reminding me
How things could be

I've tried to get you off my mind
I've tried to play my part
But every time I close to my eyes
You're still inside my heart

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Like the stars in the sky
You still keep on shining down your light on me
but out of reach

And I know that in time
You will come back to your senses, see the signs
And change your mind

I try to look the other way
And keep my heart on hold
But every time I'm close to you
I lose my self control

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Chorus version 2
Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Give me just one good reason why
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

Why can't I laugh
Why must I cry
Every time we say goodbye
Why does it rain
Here in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Why can't it be
Just you and me
What will it take to make you see
These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

These are the words
To my heartbreak lullaby

This is it I guess, nothing left but to die. The whole house shook with the screams that rang in harmony with the gun shot.

With Edward

I couldn't go on any longer without her but I couldn't go back. She wouldn't forgive me, not now. There's only one way out of this and that is to die. It won't be easy though. I'll have to get on the Volturi's bad side.

The Volturi

I had walked out in the sunlight in front of everyone and now I am screaming as they rip me apart. This is for the best I guess. There's nothing left for me now anyways. My family wouldn't understand and Bella wouldn't forgive me. So this was the only way, or at least that's what I told myself while I was dying.

Heaven

I was walking toward the gates of what I supposed was Heaven when I saw the most beautiful angel. "Edward." She called. Then she raced into my arms. "Bella." I said into her hair. "Oh Edward, I thought I'd never see you again. This must be heaven." "What are you doing here?" "I couldn't live without you so I did the only thing I could do." "I couldn't live without you either. Let's go." With that they walked into Heaven hand in hand.

I hoped you enjoyed this. It's sad but in the end I guess love did conquer all in a way. Can't wait to hear your reviews. Plz no flames.