Yeah, so this is after the sunrise. :D My little 'I LOVE BELLA, EDWARD & RENESMEE' phase. Believe me, the madness didn't last very long. So for all those Nessie lovers out there, here goes. Don't hate me, please? (:
Throughout my new life, with the Cullen's, I had learnt there was always going to be ups-and-downs. Some moments you had to just try and block out, yet some you had to stop and think, except what you need to do and do it with out hesitation. I had an amazing family, with such a dazzling husband, and a gorgeous daughter whom I never expected to have. With a chance to start all over again, and live how I wanted to. I'm still learning though, my shield is still hard to control; also Renesmee's aging is fast approaching ridiculous. I remember that tiny baby I held in my arms so long ago, well not so long, for a vampire.
Six years, but for Renesmee it was a life time. Her childhood had flown by; sometimes I almost believed she was older than even me. Although I knew that was impossible, but not many parent's had a six year old, who look in their late teens. She'd easy pass for 19. This obviously didn't bother Jacob, as he was all to glad for her to have all the rights of a responsible adult so quickly. Although Edward didn't agree with this and neither did I. She is our daughter. Jacob seemed to think he had some claim to her before I'd even seen her pretty face. It's her sixth birthday tomorrow and as always Alice is in charge.
Alice is always so excitable in these situations, it's a good thing Renesmee doesn't share my dislike of surprises. I've always loved Alice's eccentric, almost child like attitude. Other than Renesmee, you'd assume Alice was the youngest of the Cullen's, but of course with Renesmee aging so quickly we had to keep her hidden for the public eye. If she was seen, her explanation was simple, she was my little half sister, Charlie supported us on this, but as always Renee was kept in the dark. I doubt she'd be able to cope with this sort of life. She's always been simple, always the role reversals, I don't really remember a time it wasn't like that. So I guess I got used to it, I really miss her though. We are planning to relocate soon; I'm going to miss forks, having now lived here for 8years. We'll come back for visits, and return when this generation has either passed on or aged too much to remember. As Edward's gift will soon alert us to any suspicions.
As I was the only person in the entire house who's thoughts were actually personal. I was permitted to day dream, when and how I pleased. Today I was revisiting Isle Esme. Edward had said we'd go again, but having Renesmee made that impossibility. I still don't see why she couldn't come too, but that's Edward's opinion not mine. Then again, after what we did their last time, I doubt Renesmee would enjoy thinking about her parents that way. I sighed. So much for a family holiday.
Everyone else -apart from Renesmee obviously- were disusing the plan off action for her party. Jacob had owed Alice a favour after always blocking her visions; she had a way of quilting anyone into doing what ever she wanted. So he'd taken Renesmee out to dinner, again."Bella, sweetheart-" Edward whispered in my ear. Drat, even as a vampire I can't hide when my interests are else where. "Yeah?" I tried to look interested. "Nessie will be home soon, we need to get things sorted." I sighed again. "Well can't we let Alice handle the party issues and go home?" I knew he hated this as much as I did. "I suppose we can…" He flashed a meaningful glace towards Alice, I saw her nod a little too enthusiastically. "See you tomorrow Carlisle, Esme. Good night Alice and Jasper. Where are Rosalie and Emmet?" Edward asked her. "Oh they went to buy some more balloons, we are running out. They'll be back soon."Alice replied as she danced around the room, hanging a happy birthday banner as she went. Edward stood up and took my hand."Night guys." I said to them, as we rushed from the room.
It was weird saying good night when they knew as well as we did, that we don't sleep, but we did do something better at night. Jacob better have Renesmee back soon, I don't like her out too late at night. Edward reached for his phone not even slowed by the action. 'Hi Jacob you've got 10 minutes for you both to be home.' he hissed threateningly. He still wasn't very comfortable with leaving her alone with Jacob. "You may be Nessie's father but your sure not mine." I heard Jacob mutter as he hung up. They'd be back and if they weren't, they'd have us to face. Nonthreatening to Jacob, but Renesmee was still a little girl as far as we were concerned. We hopped over the little stream effortlessly as usual; an glided towards home. My little piece of heaven.
This used to be just the first few paragraphs, but I decided it was wayyyy too big to post as one. Just 3chapters should do it.
