No idea where this came from since I really have no time for it...
Leah
"I'm not asking you to love me!" I cried, god damn it! What didn't he get about this? "I'm just asking you not to go!"
"You know I have no choice, I need to be where she is." He told me. It was the same line of crap he'd been feeding me from the beginning.
"Then tell her she needs to stay behind! They have to go, but she can stay. Just don't leave!" I begged, tears running down my face. He just looked at me, pity in his big, brown eyes.
"I can't make her live with out her family, its just cruel." Bullshit! He could and he knew it.
"Oh, you can live with out your family, but god forbid something upset that little bitch, even a little! You know its a fucked up situation. You know it is! God damn it! Snap out of your crazed imprint-induced obsession with Renesmee Cullen! She's barely four years old!" I was screaming now, completely hysterical. It was pathetic. I was pathetic. But I'm beyond caring now. It would kill me if he left with her.
"Fuck, Leah!" He punched the tree next to him, sending bits of wood flying around us. "I told you when we started this that there were no strings attached! What part of that didn't you understand?"
I just shook my head and cried silently. My long black hair fell around my face, covering it from his view. Sobs wracked my body, I felt my stomach heave. He didn't even try to help when I began puking, didn't make any motions to stop my hair from becoming coated with the contents of my stomach. Grabbing onto a stray limb from the tree, I steadied my self. Spitting out the remaining bile in my mouth, I looked up at him.
"Fine then. Go. But don't ever come back." My words were bitter and I didn't know if I could back them, but it felt good just to say it.
"Leah, I-"
"DON'T" I held up my hands and backed up. "You have nothing left to say to me. Your decision said it all."
"Leah, please. You know what I want. What we both want. We need it. One last time." His eyes pleaded with me, but I couldn't. No matter how much I wanted him, I couldn't.
"No, Jacob, enough is enough." I turned and had taken three steps when strong hands shoved me against a tree and his lips crashed down on mine. I pounded my fists against his chest, kicked him in the shins, and squirmed in vain attempts to get away. He was an alpha, I had no choice. I couldn't fight him. I stood as still as possible while he trailed kisses down my neck and his fingers crept under the hem of my dress, brushing against my most sensitive places. Places he used to own and love. But not anymore, this was more primal, more desperate. He growled and tore my dress off, nipping and sucking at my breasts. I remained motionless, showing no sign of how I felt. He bit down hard when he realized what I was doing.
"Fuck!" I yelled, out of both pleasure and pain. What was I thinking? He was leaving, I shouldn't enjoy this. But I did. Oh how I loved the feeling of his big, warm hands all over my body. My body was hot with need when he finally shoved me down onto the forest floor and entered me. We both cried out this time, but my cries were not ones of pleasure.
"Jacob, stop! Please I don't want this!" I screamed.
"You want this!" He growled at me, "You'll always want this, want me. Face it Leah, .me." With each word he became rougher, until I shrieked in time to his every thrust, begged him to stop every time he groped and bit me.
"I'll tell them! I swear to fucking god Jacob Black! I'll tell everyone!" I screamed, knowing it would only anger him more. His sharp slap caught my cheek before I had seen it coming.
"Listen you little bitch, you won't tell anyone. I'll make you alpha. You can rule over the whole pack, but keep your fucking mouth shut." He told me right before he let out a low groan, not bothering to pull out as he came. It didn't matter, I was barren.
Very calmly, he got up and put his shorts back on. He walked away without a word. Without his scent filling the air around me, I smelled the blood. I wasn't ready to deal with it. I would never be ready. Curling up in a ball, I wept.
So umm dark anyone? That's the first time I've ever written anything like that. It probably has to do with all the bad stuff going on in my life right now. I don't know why I decided to have Jake rape Leah, nor do I have a clue where I am going with this... but I hope you liked it even though it was totally twisted. Reviews are love!-
Selene
