A/N: If you think my work is crappy, it's fine..hehe..I don't mind co'z I'm also a crappy
Disclaimer: I don't own -Man. If I do, it's a 100% sure that I'm already in heaven.*hysterical laugh*.
Chapter 1
Disrupted Fantasy
I don't know why I'm on this place or how I got here, but somehow, I just found myself scurrying past through the thick forest that seemed to go on forever, huge trees cowering high above me and spreading all over, mostly dominating the expanse place and so dense that only a small amount of light filtered through the forest.
The place felt eerie, no chirping of birds could be heard nor the rustling of the leaves, everything seemed to be frozen in time. Even the trees evoked no life, looking lifeless as it stayed rooted to the ground. Only the noise of my feet could be heard as it trekked and crumpled some of the twigs and fallen leaves under its weight.
I kept running and running past the huge keeled trees, some covered in moss and algae, with vines hanging and snaking around them like a serpent. Their over grown roots that crawled unto the earth made me stumble and fall to my knees, but even so, I kept moving forward with a driving force unknown to me.
I was in utter confusion with myself. I was not a bit shaken, not even a tinge of fear surfaced within me even if I was in this kind of place. All alone.
In fact, what I was feeling right now was the exact opposite. My whole system was engulfed in an incomprehensible eagerness and happiness. And this confuses me more.
My heart thumped louder every step I took, away from the disturbing tranquility of the forest. But I knew it was not the cause of my heart's erratic beating. (Though I was still glad that I could get away from here.)
It was as if it could not contain its excitement of seeing something or….someone. I don't know. I hurried even more knowing this. If it was someone, then I absolutely knew who this person might be. There was only one who can make my heart hammered against my chest like this.
My feet carried me through the thick undergrowth with precise directions as if it knew where it was headed to.
Not far ahead, a small flicker of light caught my eyes. I squinted towards that direction, speeding up my pace, grateful at last of being free from this suffocating eeriness and silence.
The light grew brighter as I was getting near to it, slightly blinding me with its intensity until I stepped out on what seemed to be a broad clearing, taking in the view as my vision cleared.
So much for wishful thinking.
Whoever said that must be a loser!
When standing at the edge of the lake, staring directly at her own reflection on the water was the girl and the only one who holds the key to my heart.
She was wearing a knee length satin white dress, baring her creamy white shoulder and long fair legs. Her fair, free from its usual pigtail tie, swayed slightly at the cool breeze of the wind.
My heart constricted for a moment at the sight. How many times did I feel this way? My longing for her just kept on growing however much I tried to repress it. But I dare not move, afraid that she might notice me and see in my eyes what I had hidden from her for a long time.
I wanted to take her in my arms, hold her and embrace her like a man would do to his loved one. But I knew it just could not be.
My body trembled from the raging emotions that coursed through my veins, finding a way to escape but could not find any.
I fought hard to keep them at bay, though I could not suppress myself from forming her name on my lips.
"Lenalee…" I whispered in mixed emotions. Pain, sorrow, adoration, regret, happiness, but most of all…love.
I must have said it aloud or the wind picked it up and whispered it to her ears when she suddenly jerked her head towards me, with a startled look on her face though it immediately vanished and was replaced with a warm smile upon registering a familiar sight before her.
She turned around in a graceful movement and her smile deepened some more, making my heart skip a beat and a blush creeping across my cheeks.
She looked directly into my eyes, beckoning me to her, though not saying anything. And I was lost. Her onyxed eyes were like intoxicating foods to me which I could not resist .I already came to this conclusion when my body moved in its own volition , feeling light as my feet took huge steps towards her.
"You have really grown much taller now Allen, haven't you?" Lenalee murmured in a low voice as I stood there in front of her, secretly inhaling the fragrant scent of her breath that wafted up to my nose.
"You're even taller than me now.." Her lips pouted a little. "It's no fair you know."
"I..uhm…uh..yea-h…I'm s-orry."
I stuttered for words, unable to form any coherent reply with the way she was looking at me and with her breath scent that still lingered on my system. I doubt now that it would ever leave. Not that I will allow it.
After all, this was the first time I had gotten close to her in a different kind of situation.
And would be the last.
I'm sure of it. I felt like I was dreaming, but since she's here with me right now, why not savor this fleeting moment? If only for a moment, I could be with her as a man and not her brother.
Her lips curved into an amused smile.
"Don't take it too seriously Allen, I was just joking. .And besides, it's much better if you're taller than me, right?"
I was not given a chance to respond when she lifted her arm and traced the scar that was embedded on my left eye with her fingers. I was startled at first, but then I let my eyes closed in its own will, relishing the sensation it was making me feel.
She stroked my cursed mark in a gentle and caressing way that my other side, the one that craved so much for her, took over me. I caught her hands on my cheeks and brought it down to my lips.
Her hand felt so smooth as I presses it against my lips and it also smelled good, just like her breath. I could really get used to breathing in her scent every day. Even if she would ask me to skip my meals as her condition, I would gladly do so. She's much better than foods anyway.
That is, if I could still be able to do that.
Shame and guilt rushed through me and I fervently wished for the ground to swallow me up when she tugged her hand out of my grasp. I let her hand slip away, remorse and guilt reflected in my eyes as I pleaded directly into her violet orbs.
"L-lenalee I-Im sorr-y …I-"
My frantic apology was cut short by her finger on my lips.
"Shhh. ..Allen...I didn't say anything. I just wanted to do things in my own way." She murmured under her thick eyelashes, melting me with her deep set pool of violet eyes.
As if it was a natural thing to do, she brushed my lips with the pad of her thumbs, sending sparks of electricity all through out my body.
A small groan vibrated at the back of my throat and this did not go unnoticed by Lenalee.
Her eyes glinted with a hidden seductive yet playful streak .I nervously gulped at the new Lenalee before me. Though I must admit, it was because of enthusiasm.
"You don't have to restrain yourself Allen. If you want to do something, just do it. I won't complain. "She said cajolingly.
I could not grunt a reply. All I could do was stare at her as my jaw dropped a centimeter. I could feel the warmth spreading all over my face as I hastily compose myself.
"E-eh?..W-what do y-you mean by that?.." I feigned an innocent look in denial.
Lenalee giggled at my reaction. "Aww Allen, you're so cute when you do that. But honestly, don't hold back yourself. You'll just--mmmmm…
Her words were replaced by a subdued moan when my mouth landed and sucked on the juncture of her neck. I could not contain myself anymore. It just happened that I'm a normal teenage boy all alone with the girl I love so much who I never thought would say something that would trigger my desire. Whatever happens just happen! To hell with consequences!
"Lenalee…." I moaned in pure bliss as I tasted the sweetness of her milky skin. I trailed my tongue along the curve of her neck, slowly and voluptuously which earned another moan from her.
My mouth found its way to her ear and I started to nibble on it lightly.
"I love you." I whispered to her, unable to stop the three words from coming out.
I waited nervously for her reaction, slightly raising my head to look into her face but she just wrapped her arms around my neck, thus, preventing me from doing so. She pulled me closer to her and I was engulfed in a heavenly feeling. Eventhough I could not see her face, I could absolutely feel a smile forming on her lips.
This gesture was all the confirmation I needed. I bit her earlobe a little harder in gratitude and Lenalee groaned from the sensation. I licked the red mark my teeth have imprinted on it to numb the pain (if there's any. hehe) and sucked on it one more time before trailing towards her undeniably soft cherry lips. Her lips were the only one that appeal sexy to me and I wondered many times how sweet they would taste against mine. If only she knew how much I was suffering just by looking at them and knowing that I could never claim them. But now, Here is the fulfillment of my dreams.
Just only a few inches and….
"What the?!!"
To be continued...
A/N:To those who are interested:
I'm sorry for the not so good ending of this. There is still a continuation but I got tired of typing last night and also because I had to study for our exam the fact that our midterm exam is scheduled next week, so I still have to cram my small brain with all those school to mention also that I'm busy doing my fan arts!!My latest right now is a Lenalee and Allen fan art!I already finished it and I hoped that I could share it with you along with my first chapter, but due to some circumstances I couldn't.I think, I'll just upload it next week..
(Btw, I wrote my story in a sheet of paper so I had to re write it in a 's why my hands are very tired.)
