"Life's too short to even care at all."

Her feet pick up speed. She's running, almost flying to get to her. She got the call one second too late, one minute and she could have had more of a chance.

No one is home when she decides to do it, and that's for the best. She doesn't need her mother barging in trying to "mend their relationship". Kinda threw all chances of that in the toilet when you stood idly by as your husband, my own father threw me out of the house when I needed you.

She picks up the blade, ready to do it when she remembers the last conversation her and Rachel had.

"Finn asked me to marry him."

"W-What did you say?"

"I said I needed to think about it."

Looks like she's thought about it Fabray, you lost your chance. Rachel's going to marry Finn and you didn't do enough to stop it. Congratulations.

But there's this feeling, this yearning to call her. Hear her voice mail one last time, her sweet voice taking you away to heaven. But if we're being honest, you're going to hell Q. Teen pregnancy, cheater, in love with a girl. Yep, going to hell. Maybe there is no afterlife, just darkness. That's all you've been feeling nowadays.

You dial her number slowly, still unsure if you should do this. No, I have to. You tell yourself, picking up the knife. Getting in the tub full of lukewarm water you smile sadly at the ringing phone. You knew she wouldn't answer, probably spending time with Finn.

You speak slowly into the phone as the blade presses into your skin. "I'm sorry Rach. I'm so, so, sorry." The line goes quiet. You take a second to really think about what you're doing, ending it all. It feels a bit peaceful, a bit sad, a bit nice even.

As the water turns red and your mind goes hazy, you hear the slamming of doors. A faint voice, Rachel's maybe. You don't really know at this point. That doesn't matter now, you're losing consciousness, knowing it's going to stop soon.

The last thing you remember is a panicked Rachel bursting in.

"Quinn! Quinn! Quinn, you cant do this to me. Not now. I-I lo-"

Then it all turns black.