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I want my life back

I should have known it from the start, by the way you pass by I noticed that there was something in your eyes.

I should just walk away but it's funny because I never did that stupid chance. Now I only blame myself for falling on your stupid face. I thought you were the best, your hairstyle, your black fiery eyes, your features, the way you move is just so cool, the way you aced all exams at school, the way you stare, but you weren't…you and your stupid looks.

You stole everything away from me, my happiness, my smile, and my love, you made me lonely and you even made me cry, cry a thousand times, like the rain that won't stop from pouring. You still had my heart, and you know what? I want it back, plain as that.

Your name, it stuck in my head, UCHIHA SASUKE, name of the tragic result of the Uchiha clan, I never want to say them again, what a pitiful fate I have to met someone as mean and as heartless as you. Here I am still, still trying to erase you from my past and memory, I know myself I can do it and I just have to because there's no use to defend the words that i'm keeping inside, I'm starting to get cold, you know I mean cold as you and to tell you these past few days I always trying hard to threw my feelings away and surprisingly this time, I'm not even sad than I thought I would be.

Now you only have yourself to blame for your stupid decisions, for your stupid revenge and for your stupid actions, you'll always going to be the same though, pushy, heartless, jerk, mean, and ever serious guy that I'd met, I bet you'll never change.

I still wonder why you have to put those walls between us; don't you find warmness with us? But me, the childish me just stood behind those wall still loving you.

I know you never did give a damn thing but I cried for you, stupid me. I always fake a smile, saying I was okay even though I'm not; it was all in my heart, everything was in my heart.

I know it's not going to work, to wish for you again? It's not going to freaking work. Don't say you're sorry, I'm going to listen and who am I fooling? You won't even go to say that. Silly me.

I'd blow the candles for the flames to fade, a million candles. Tell me sasuke, why did you broke someone like me? Though i know you have the power to make me feel happy and sad but can you just don't leave me breathless? I want to breathe again you know? But as long as you are in my head and heart it won't be that easy.

I know you don't really see my importance, I just wish that someday you will, but when that someday comes, I'm not going to be there. All my life I chase after you, all my life I yearn for you, all my life I only think of you, that's my life sasuke, that's my fucking life. My life that falls when it started loving you but someday all of this pain, all of this tears, all of this hardships will be gone just like a smoke and someday I'm not even going to miss you.

Though for now I still love you…but it's not the same love I have for you like before.

It's what they call love out of anger…