Hey guys I really hope you like this one. it does feature Melanie in this one:)
I have been on writer's block for Love Can't Be Fixed. But after I write this I will work on it.
Oh and I went to a Taylor Swift Concert last night and I loved it! I loved when she performed the song enchanted! It was beautiful. So here you go.
P.s. I don't own Big Time Rush… we all wish we did don't we?
Well I'm locked out of my apartment again. I think its because I let James borrow my keys.
He will get it, and does it really take him an hour and a half to get over here?
With that I called him.
"Hello?"
"James come on I need your key!"
"Whoa there calm down cranky"
He laughed Laughed! At me! Oh he was going to get it now. You know I have been a friend with him since I was 11 years old. I remember like it was yesterday.
"Mel! It looks like we have new neighbors!" my mom called from downstairs. I ran like the wind to see who they were. I was really hoping for a girl my age that likes all the things that I liked, and we could be the best of friends. I looked out the window. But I didn't see a little girl , no I saw a boy with brown hair, it was a little long , but not to long. He was helping him mom with boxes. I was a little disappointed, for I wasn't at that age were I liked boys. I just wanted a friend that was a girl because I had always thought that boys were, weird, messy, and would never have anything in common with girls. Two days later my wonderful mom invited them to dinner and I wasn't so happy.I didn't want to be anywhere around him I just thought he would be mean like everyone in my fifth grade class. You see I was always made fun of because I never had the cool clothes that everyone else had.
I was bullied and that's why I hoped for a girl to move in so that I would have at least one good friend.
At dinner I sat next to him and we talked and laughed. We were the best of friends before we knew it.
There was so much more to that story I loved every minute of it though.
"Here is your key!" James shouted into my ear.
He blocked my thoughts, and now I was mad he was so going to get it.
James dangled the keys in front of my face, and I snatched them roughly.
I nodded my head at him and glared. He knows better than to interrupt me in my thoughts and before I could say anything he spoke.
"I stood there for three minutes watching you daydream. Care to tell you bestfriend what it was about"
I hit him in the back of his head hard, he crouched down in pain and I felt victory go through my veins
Victory!"You idiot! You know better than to interrupt me in my thoughts!"
He smirked. I had always loved his crooked smile, those charming hazel eyes. It made my heart beat, but not in a way I could love him. As a brother is what he is too me and me loving my brother in that way would be pure disgusting. It didn't hurt to admire his looks though.
"Hey I just want to make sure your not daydreaming about me being with you cause I know you just love me" he laughed. I frowned.
"Yea like that'll ever happen. You are a friend/brother to me that's all!"
"Ouch I think my feelings are hurt now, how could I hide my undying love for you now!" he sighed dramatically while batting his eyelashes.
It was fun being with him when he was in a good mood, but in too much of a good mood.
I rolled my eyes and tried to act mad, yet I could not. It would take a whole lot for me to be mad at him
I would just smile and burst out laughing like I am now.
He then pulled me in for a hug. I hadn't seen him for a couple of weeks. He had been busy with his show and music, but we talked on the phone almost every night.
"I missed you" he said while he runs his hand through my hair.
I smiled big. God I missed him so much, I missed his scent, and the way I hear him laugh.
That's what friends are supposed to miss right?
" I missed you too"
He then pulled away.
"So how did you get locked out?"
"I left my key inside" he laughed loudly and I smiled in embarrassment as I felt my cheeks grow rosy red.
I playfully hit him and rolled my eyes like I did before. He looked at the door and put the key in.
I held out my hand for the key but he nodded his head.
" No ill keep it just incase something goes wrong," he said. I could have sworn his face got serious which is something I never see in eyes relaxed and looked up at him I could tell he knew I was a little confused by his expression could see him looking into my eyes and he kept getting closer to him.
This was weird why was it like this why is he being so serious.
"Uh…" I started to say something, but sopped.
"Oh sorry…anyway its just you're my best friend your like family, no you Are family to me and if anything bad happens to you I would go insane" he then smiled and took step back.
What was going on before though?
"Thank you" I hugged him, and it took him a second to respond but he hugged back.
I felt him give a rapid routine of chuckles, and a big smile. This moment right here was different. I felt relieved that I had a friend like him, as my heart was soaked in a warm feeling I have never experienced before. Was it because I haven't seen him in a while or because the serious look on his face from earlier still shocked me? I have no idea, but whatever it was I loved it.
I then pulled away from the hug.
"So can you hang out later?' I asked, but I saw the sad look on his face when I asked that.
I wished I knew what was going in his head because that look bothered me.
" I am so sorry, but I have a date with Alyssa.
Alyssa was his girlfriend. She was nice and I liked her but I was kind of jealous because she spent more time with him than I get to do.
"Oh…well have fun," I said while my arms slumped"
"Alright that sad look of your has gotten to me as always. How about Wednesday ill take you to dinner?"
I smiled like I had accomplished something.
"Ok" I said laughing. He hugged me and smiled his glorious crooked smile.
" What were you thinking about earlier?"
He asked as he pulled away.
I saw that serious look on his face, but this time it was filled with hope as well.
"Nothing James don't worry about it, have fun on your date" I said and waved.
He didn't budge, well it took him as second. Something about him had changed , and I knew him well, but for this moment I didn't know what was wrong with him.
He then smiled and left, again he was different and something was bothering him and he usually would twll me or I would ask but I couldn't.
What was wrong with him?
