Disclaimer: I only own Jamie Georgia Kirk. No copyright intented. I wish i owned the Star Trek cast but oh well.


I was looking at my brother as he drove our stepfather's antique car at a very fast speed. I was only here to make sure that he didn't die; unfortunately, he was the older twin and tells me every time I try to tell him what to do.

"James come on we have to go back already." I said just as out step father called.

"Are you out of your mind? That car's an antique. You think you can get away with this just because your mother is off planet? You get your asses back home, now. You live in my house, Buddy you live in my house and that's my car. You get one scratch on that car and I'm going to whip your as.." He got cut off when James turned off the phone and started playing some cool music.

He then opened two latches on the hood and the whole top of the car came off. James and I both screamed, him out of excitement and I screamed out of fear. We saw one of our friends hitchhiking and James yelled out to him. Suddenly, I heard police sirens coming after us and I started freaking out.

"James slow down there is a Robocop behind us." I said as the cop said "Citizen, pull over." James turned the car and we were heading for a cliff. I quickly jumped out of the car as did James. He was hanging on to the edge of the cliff so I went and helped him up. The cop and finally caught up to us. "Is there a problem officer?" James asked the cop. "Citizens what are your names?" He asked. "My name is James Tiberius Kirk." James stated first of coarse. "My name is Jamie Georgia Kirk." I said proudly because I have a girl version of my father's name for my middle name. I looked at where the car flew off. "James I think we are in major trouble. Mommy is not going to be happy when she gets home." I said as the Robocop took us home.

When the cop took us back to our house our stepfather came outside and had figured out what had happened. He mostly yelled at James because he knew it was James' idea. Our step dad knows that I don't get into trouble really I just go to keep James safe and try to understand him. I just really couldn't wait until I was old enough to get out of here and join Starfleet like I have always wanted to.


A few years later I was a member of Starfleet. I am majoring in Xenolinguistics with my best friend Nyota Uhura. I had heard that my brother kept on getting into trouble but I hadn't heard from him in awhile. Nyota, I and a few others were in my hometown and we were all having fun. Nyota went to get drinks and it took her awhile but after awhile a fight started randomly.

I had no idea what was going on I didn't even see who was in the fight. All I know is that I heard Captain Pike blow his whistle. "Outside, all of you, now." he said and then I saw who was on the floor. It was James Tiberius Kirk, my twin brother. Nyota had told me all about the fight and then we went and got ready to head back to Starfleet base tomorrow. I was wondering what Pike wanted to talk to my brother about.

Needless to say the next morning I found out what Pike talked to my brother about. I saw him get onto the shuttle and almost choked on the laugh I was trying to hold in when he banged his head on a bar. I saw him look to Nyota after talking to the guys he got into a fight with last night. "You know I never did get that first name." James said to Nyota and then a commotion started when a guy came out escorted by a woman. I didn't pay attention to what they were saying I was sad that he didn't even recognize me. "James?" I asked after he introduced himself to the guy he was sitting next to. "Jamie! I didn't know you were here." He said smiling and then he realized that I was upset because he didn't notice. "I didn't mean to not notice you Jamie, I just wasn't paying attention." He said and I just nodded.


Three Years Later

My brother had been in Starfleet for three years now and I was sharing a room with Nyota and Gaila. I walked into my room and saw Jim and Gaila making out practically naked. I was too shocked to saw anything. "Jim, I love you." Gaila said making me gag. "That is so weird." James said making me hold in a laugh. "What. Lights," the lights in the room came on and they sat up, "you don't love me too?" She asked and Jim tried to come up with a good excuse. "I wouldn't hold your breath Gaila, he can't come up with an answer." I said finally alerting them to my attention.

We heard something outside. "Quick get down its my other roommate." Gaila said and I tried not to laugh. "What, why?" Jim asked confused. "I promised her I would stop bringing guys back to the room." she responded. Oh this was just becoming hilarious it's better then watching Jim fail the Kobayashi Maru, a test that my boyfriend invented but Jim doesn't even know that I'm dating I don't need him getting all over protective with me. I was lost in my thoughts that I didn't even realize that Uhura had come in and was talking. "Gaila, who is he?" she asked. "Who?" Gaila responded. "The mouth breather under your bed." Oh god this is going to be awesome. "You can hear me breathing?" James asked jumping up. "You!" Uhura exclaimed while James started picking up his stuff. I just groaned and closed my eyes ignoring what they were saying until I heard the door close.

"I can't believe that he is your twin, and he's taking the test again, and he doesn't know that you're dating Spock does he?" Uhura asked later that night when Gaila was asleep. Nyota was the only one who knew I was dating Spock considering he is a Commander. "No he doesn't, I don't know how to tell him." I said quietly before going to sleep.

The next day I was watching Jim take his test from the viewing room, Pike lets me do it whenever Jim is taking the test, he has become somewhat of a father figure to me. James was starting to freak me out, he wasn't caring about this. "Is he not taking this stimulation seriously?" One of the commanders in the room asked me but all I could do was shrug. James was eating a apple while doing this stimulation, he is an idiot. Suddenly the power went off and when it came back on there wasn't anything coming his way.

I couldn't believe it James cheated on the test. He is going to be in so much trouble. "How the hell did that kid beat your test?" Someone asked Spock, who for the first time since we've been dating looked confused. "I do not know." He responded raising an eyebrow. Spock started walking down the hallway. "Spock, wait up!" I called catching up to him. "Spock what are you going to do?" I asked sadly knowing that he would take some kind of action. "Jamie he cheated on that test, he will be reported." He said sternly. There was no one within hearing distance so we didn't use protocol. "Spock I know that but what will they do to him, he is my older brother and I love him I just want to know what they will do to him." I said. "They will most likely put him on academic suspension." Spock said. I sighed and new that Jim wasn't going to be allowed to do much anymore. I nodded to Spock when someone started coming towards us. "Thank you for the talk Commander." I said and walked away.


Later during the day everyone on Starfleet Base was called to the main room. I couldn't watch this so I sat by Nyota and tried to ignore all that was happening. Suddenly, Jim asked the question I was hoping he would never ask.

"I believe that I have the right to face my accuser directly." James said and I saw Spock stand up and walk down the steps to the front. He looked amazing in his blue uniform, but now was not the time to daydream. I watched as he went to the stand parallel to Jim. I couldn't watch this, I groaned quietly and looked at Uhura. She was smirking at me and I scowled. "I'm sorry Jamie but he did cheat and he deserves this." Uhura said kindly even though she hated him. "I know." I said, frowning at the argument that was going on up front. "Hmm boyfriend vs. brother, boyfriend knows about brother but brother doesn't know about boyfriend." Uhura said trying to get me to laugh and it worked. I saw the Admiral start to talk. "Commander." He said giving Spock time to explain how Jim cheated. "Cadet Kirk, you somehow managed to install and activate a subroutine therefore changing the conditions of the test." Spock stated in his normal logical voice. Jim was just being stupid today. "You're point being?" Jim asked and I closed my eyes. "In academic vernacular, you cheated." The Admiral said sternly while Jim was getting more and more pissed off. "Let me ask you something, that I think we all know the answer to. The test itself is a cheat isn't it Commander? You programmed it to be unwinable." Jim said, and I groaned this day was getting worse and worse. "Your argument concludes the possibility of a no win scenario." Spock stated in his bored voice which was actually his normal voice. "I don't believe in no win scenarios." James said in retaliation. "Then not only did you violate the rules, you also failed to understand the principle lesson." Spock stated he actually looked smug. "Please enlighten me." James said sarcastically.

"You of all people should know Cadet Kirk. A captain cannot cheat death." Spock said looking at Jim. I had a bad feeling about where this was going. James looked sad and then he looked down at the ground, "I of all people?" he asked quietly. "Your father Lieutenant George Kirk consumed command of his vessel before being killed in action did he not?" Spock said and I gasped. Jim looked defeated and then defiant but I had spaced out. Spock went to far, he went way to far. He brought our father into this. We never got to know him so it's not right to bring that up. "Are you okay?" Nyota asked seeing my tears as she rubbed my shoulders. I couldn't do anything.

I didn't pay attention to anymore of that meeting, but I did hear that we had gotten a distress call from Vulcan. While everybody went one way I went the way Spock did, I already knew I was going to be assigned to the U.S.S Enterprise. Pike would make sure I was with him. I quickly got to the shuttle to take us there, but I made sure to avoid Spock on the way. I avoided everyone. I did however see that Nyota was on the shuttle.

"I swear that you weren't on this before." I said trying to smile. "Well I happen to have a common factor with Commander Spock." She said and I laughed about how she used my boyfriend to get onto the Enterprise. I also saw Bones dragging Jim onto the ship and he looked completely out of it. Spock came and sat on the shuttle right next to me. I just ignored him. He put his hand on my knee but nobody could see, I didn't really have the strength to pull away so I just let his hand stay there. I saw the Enterprise outside the window of the shuttle and I was amazed it looked amazing. We all boarded off and went to our stations. I was on the bridge as a second hand Xenolinguists major so I got to be up there. Next to my boyfriend who is currently in trouble and is walking on thin ice in my mind.

"Mr. Spock?" Pike asked about the launching. "Captain, Engineering reports ready for launch." Spock stated and looked over at me. I pretended not to notice though. Ladies and gentlemen the maiden voyage of our newest Flagship deserves more pomp and circumstances then we can afford today. The christening will just have to be the reward for our safe return." Captain Pike said and I smiled a little. I ignored everything after that but I did laugh when we tried to go into warp speed because something wasn't turned off properly.

I was trying hard not to look at Spock. I'm sad because his home planet sent the signal. I suddenly heard a random sentence that Chekov was telling the whole ship. "…appear to be a lightning storm in space…" he said and I completely froze.

"It's a trap I whispered to myself. I had to get James, I got up and quickly ran out of the hall. I saw James, Bones and Nyota coming my way. "Jamie it's a trap a lightning storm in space that happened before, the day we were born." James said desperately. I nodded. "Uhura found signals from Klingons they were distress signals. These aren't Klingons, they're Romulans, it's the same thing that happened when we were born." James stated as he kept on walking into the bridge. Everyone turned to him.

"Captain! Captain you have to stop the ship." James said. "Kirk, how on hell did you get aboard the Enterprise?" Captain Pike asked. I ignored everything and everyone until Spock started saying that it wasn't a trap. "Commander would you please just be quiet and listen. He is telling the truth, a lightning storm in space happened on the day of our birth. When a Romulan ship came out of nowhere and attacked the U.S.S. Kelvin. You remember that day you know when my father died in action like you brought up before. It is a fucking trap." I started quietly then started yelling.

Spock looked at me confused because I had never been angry at him, but when I mentioned what he said about my father I saw that he got the picture. "Captain you know that, that information is true, I read you dissertation. That ship that had formable and advanced weaponry was never seen or heard from again." James kept on talking, I was just looking out the front window hoping that maybe we would be wrong. However, I knew deep down that we weren't wrong. Vulcan was getting attacked.

It was amazing, I swear that I couldn't hear anything behind me. Suddenly Pike said "Shields up. Red Alert." Then everything went crazy. I couldn't move I just stared.

When we were out of warp I instantly screamed at what I saw. All the Federation ships were blown up into different pieces. "Emergency evasive." Pike ordered loudly. I am usually a strong person but this was just too much. Gaila, one of my best friends, was gone. A lot of my friends were gone. I looked at Nyota and she looked as bad as I did.

"Spock get Cadet Kirk away from the window." Pike ordered. I knew it was because he didn't want me to see this anymore. Spock came and pulled me away from the window and to where he sat so the only way I could see out the window was if I turned. The pieces of the ships were hitting our ship and it was rocking us. Everything was happening so fast. I saw Vulcan and quietly looked at Spock, I knew he was scared even though he hides it.

I looked out the window and froze, my worst nightmare was happening, right in front of my eyes.


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