Jacob's thoughts to Bella

My Bella,

Even now when everything is over

I can't help but wonder…

Why did you leave me?

You didn't hesitate to run back to Edward

You cared more about him than me

I knew you loved him

It was selfish of me to think otherwise,

But I needed you

Edward could've gave you money,

Clothes, power,

And so much more

All I had to offer was my love

And looking back I realize

Compared to what Edward offered

Most would've preferred him

He was beautiful

His eyes, skin, hair

I had only an average face

And tanned skin going for me

He could've made you immortal

Something you've always wanted

I couldn't have done that,

But I could've stopped phasing…

I could've grown old with you,

But that wasn't what you wanted

You wanted immortality,

Beauty, gracefulness

You wanted… no you craved

All those things I couldn't give you

Bella, Bella, Bella

I needed you

I loved you

I still need you

And I still love you,

Yet you make this so hard

Why run back to someone who continues to hurt you

I could've made you happy…

We could've lived together

Been happy

Had a family

All of those things you couldn't with him

Why, why Bella, why

I love you…

So that was the first thought... Next is Bella's thoughts to Jacob

~B