Jacob's thoughts to Bella
My Bella,
Even now when everything is over
I can't help but wonder…
Why did you leave me?
You didn't hesitate to run back to Edward
You cared more about him than me
I knew you loved him
It was selfish of me to think otherwise,
But I needed you
Edward could've gave you money,
Clothes, power,
And so much more
All I had to offer was my love
And looking back I realize
Compared to what Edward offered
Most would've preferred him
He was beautiful
His eyes, skin, hair
I had only an average face
And tanned skin going for me
He could've made you immortal
Something you've always wanted
I couldn't have done that,
But I could've stopped phasing…
I could've grown old with you,
But that wasn't what you wanted
You wanted immortality,
Beauty, gracefulness
You wanted… no you craved
All those things I couldn't give you
Bella, Bella, Bella
I needed you
I loved you
I still need you
And I still love you,
Yet you make this so hard
Why run back to someone who continues to hurt you
I could've made you happy…
We could've lived together
Been happy
Had a family
All of those things you couldn't with him
Why, why Bella, why
I love you…
So that was the first thought... Next is Bella's thoughts to Jacob
~B
