It's funny, how we all try to be the bigger person about these things. Trying so hard not to let it get to us, and even going so far as to make it seem as if we've moved on.
When in actuality, it's eating us from the inside out. Just knowing that you're out there, somewhere, and I can't even see you anymore.
It hurts, it really really does.
It hurts almost more then the time I thought you were dead. Because I know you're alive, but I just can't see you anymore.
Being blind sucks, because I know, somewhere, you're waiting for me. And I know, somehow, I have to find you.
I just don't know how.
So please, keep waiting for me. I'll crawl my way to you if I have to.
I promise you, Aradia, I promise I find you again.
Moirails forever, right?
-Sollux
