It is a drabble and yet not a drabble. My first ever. Also the first GS story I've ever completed. I'm such a slacker. :P
Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Sees. If I did Kira would be long dead by now. XD
Lacus POV
It was completely sudden and it wasn't supposed to happen like that.
We had been living through the war for a little over a year now. I had not seen Athrun it what seemed to be a long time, and when he showed up after all those months I was more than excited to see him.
Foolishly I mentioned Kira Yamato. He intrigued me. That was all.
But Athrun never was terribly good when it came to women. So he isolated himself, thinking the worst, and I reached for whatever I could.
Athrun accepted no assistance from me and quickly found himself in Ms. Cagalli's arms instead. I think something inside of me broke when I noticed that. I began to focus completely on Kira and lost sight of my relationship with Athrun.
It was selfish of me, but things moved so quickly, and despite the fact I would have loved to remain with Athrun, Kira gave me the attention I wanted, and needed.
It felt unfair, for so many years I was there for Kira, and not Athrun. Never Athrun.
We became acquaintances, barely considered to be good friends.
And I could do nothing about it, because Athrun simply never tried. When he lost hope, I lost the motivation.
So I turned to Kira, the man who used me to fill the hole left by another strange woman. But did I not also use him for the same thing? Our relationship was a fake, but no one knew that.
Not even Athrun.
Because he just couldn't see.
Um review. Help me improve. Anything meant to flame will be ignored completely. :D
