This is what I think happens in between the lines of Chapter 14 "Impatient Freckles" from Sweet Reckoning by Wendy Higgins. This makes this a non- PG13 version... More detailed. Everything in Italics is not owned or written by me, and is written by Wendy Higgins and published by HarperCollins. Everything that is underlined is written by me. Just in case you didn't realize this, you should read up to this point in Sweet Reckoning before reading this. It won't spoil you for the rest of the book, since I am writing this as I'm reading, and I just finished Chapter 14.

"Come on, Kai . . . my freckles are getting impatient."

He straightened, standing tall, and his eyes crashed into mine as his badge spun and pulsed. My heart banged at my own bravery, then stumbled inside my ribs as he came closer, bringing with him a cloud of incredible earthy, citrusy pheromones.

"Well then. Let's not keep them waiting."
I expected the tearing-off of clothes to begin, but instead he kissed me like we had all the time in the world, his mouth and tongue warming me, then heating me. He moved me backward as we kissed, until my bottom hit the edge of the bed. A tickle began at my hips—the feel of his fingers gathering the silk of my dress upward, slowly.
I was breathing hard when he finally pulled it over my head. I kicked off my shoes, sending them flying. He let me lift his shirt off him, but stopped me when I went for his shorts.
"Not yet." Again with the wicked grin.
He reached behind me for the clasp of my strapless bra, and as it fell a rush of self-consciousness made me cover my chest. He narrowed his eyes, and I felt like I needed to explain, even though he'd seen me naked already.
"They're . . ." I couldn't even say it. No doubt Kaidan had seen all kinds of rockin' bodies in his time. Mine would not be one of them—at least not in this department.

He put his hands over mine and looked at me very seriously. "I assure you, they're perfect." He gently pulled my hands away. My chest heaved with nervous breaths as his eyes trailed down, took in the sight of my nearly naked body, and then closed. When they opened they were as stormy as ever. "Like I said. Just right. On the bed with you now."

Nerves. So many nerves.
I climbed onto the bed and the sweet torture began as he lay on his side next to me and continued taking his time kissing me.
I tried to squirm closer, but he laid his hand firmly on my hip to keep me in place. When his mouth moved down to my shoulder, I let out a moan and saw him smile. He kissed a tiny freckle there I'd never paid attention to in my life. Then, slowly, he made his way across my collarbone and down my chest from one side to the other. I gasped when I felt his breath on my left breast and desire hit me hard. He nipped the bud there, then rolled his tongue across my nipple slowly. He then proceeded to repeat that action on my other breast. My fingers were buried in his hair. He then moved on to my other freckles, peppering kisses all across my chest. There was one in between my breasts that he dipped his tongue in between my boobs to reach. I felt warmth pool in between my legs in result. He could obviously smell it from the grown that rumbled in his throat that rested against my belly button.. Kaidan made good on his promise. My freckles were very happy, spoiled rotten even, but the rest of me was desperate and jealous. And he'd barely gotten started. When he got to my lower stomach, I was breathing way too hard.

He bypassed my lacy white panties, keeping them on, and I was certain now he was trying to send me into a state of insanity. His mouth landed on my inner thigh. My hips bucked and I made a really embarrassing sound of yearning. I felt my panties dampened, I was so frustrated. Sexually frustrated. Is this how Kaiden feels all the time? He chuckled and pushed my hips firmly down. Again. Not funny. Then continued working his way down my leg, slipping his tongue out sporadically.
I whispered, "Please," needing so much more.
"Not yet," he said, all maddening slowness, breathing against the inside of my ankle.
I whimpered when he rolled me to my stomach and brushed my hair aside. My back felt ultrasensitive to the caress of his warm mouth. I clutched the downy covers and tried to control myself. How was he not going crazy? I knew he must be because I could smell his pheromone cloud of zesty, sweet oranges and limes around us, but his self-control was incredible.
My lower back was particularly sensitive and I gasped as he kissed me there. His tongue slid along the center of that area and I arched my back immediately. When he got down to my panties I felt his teeth gently bite through the lace, and he emitted a low growl. His fingers tightened on my hips and I smiled into the downiness.

"Take them off," I said.
He didn't hesitate, pulling down the lacy cloth.
I dared a peek over my shoulder and saw him staring at my naked body.
"My God," he breathed.
I flipped over and he loomed above me, both of us breathing hard. I stayed very still as Kaidan gave me a stare, starting from my rumpled hair all the way to my red-painted toes.
Everywhere his eyes rested caught fire. I curled my finger through his belt loop and tried to pull him down to me, but he released my finger, lifted it to his mouth, and nipped it with his white teeth.
"I'm not done yet."
I fell back, as his mouth lowered to my stomach again, working his way down. His breath blew out, sending a cooling sensation to the wetness in between my legs, and I knew what he was about to do. Nervousness and anticipation flooded my veins. "Ready?" He breathed huskily, sending more cool air to that spot. I couldn't speak so I just nodded.
Oh, wow. His tongue flicked out, caressing my center. He slid it languorously from the bottom of my folds, to the top. I moaned as he dipped the tip of his tongue into the bundle of nerves there. He pressed a kiss against my entrance, then slipped his tongue inside. I felt him purr against me as he pulled it back out. "Anna, you taste incredible."

I gripped the sheets as he went back for me, dipping his tongue in and out of me, slowly, making me feel desperate. His fingers joined the fun as he played with that bundle of nerves again. I felt like I was on edge of a precipice, and I couldn't wait to go over. His mouth moved expertly against my entrance, and then he curled his tongue inside me, causing me to arch my hips off the bed, into Kai's face. "Come for me, Anna." He curled his tongue again and tugged on my bud and I was thrust over the edge, screaming his name.

As I came back down from that high that was probably better than any drug could ever give me, better than the high I experienced with the Extacy drug, Kaiden lapped at my entrance as liquid spilled from it, causing me to come again.

Over that next hour I learned Kaidan was true to every claim he'd ever made about being good at what he did. It wasn't fair to the rest of the world that a man like him existed. My body was spent as if I'd run a marathon, and considering that Kaidan was still mostly dressed, I knew he was just getting started.
System overload.
As he lay next to me now, leaning over me, placing angelic kisses on my lips, I was barely conscious enough to unscramble the single thought running through my mind.
I'm still a virgin.
"You can nap, luv," he whispered.
That cleared my head. This was no time for napping! I pushed up on my elbows and glared at him. It must not have been scary enough because he chuckled.
My eyes fixed on his glorious mouth, and determination fueled me.
"It's your turn," I said.
His chuckling stopped and turned to a heated stare as I moved closer to him. I leaned in and nuzzled his ear. He pulled my hip closer.
"My sweet little vixen." I heard the arousal in his voice, so I licked his earlobe, and he hissed, trying to roll on top of me, but it was my turn to push him back.

No sex yet. I wanted to do to him what he'd done to me.
This time when my shaking hands went to the buttons on his shorts, he didn't stop me. I could feel his racing heart against my shoulder. He let me undress him, and in that moment, as I acquainted myself with all of him for the first time, I learned the power of being a woman—the weakness in his eyes brought on by my touch—and the underlying trust and love I saw there. My nervousness disappeared, replaced by curiosity and a desire to make him happy. It brought me tremendous satisfaction as he reacted and lost himself in the caress of my hands and my lips.
Afterward we showered in the moonlight, lost in our new knowledge of each other. But each kiss and touch was overshadowed by one repetitive thought.
I'm still a virgin.

Part 1. The next chapter will be the rest of it... Did you like? It's something different and I just felt the urge to write it... Not the best thing but it's something, right?