The funny one
the one with the smile
yeah that's me alright
but even happiness gets sad sometimes
I have tried to hide my feelings
And I guess I've done pretty good
I have laughed in the face of danger
even when no one alse coould
I put up with comments that cut me deep
I put up with pain and fear
But no matter how hard I try
I am not welcome here
No one asks
No one even bothers
to look deeper into me
They see my face and what i say
and assume it is always the same
All my friends
I think they hate me
But I try my best to hide
these suspicions behind a mask of joy
and will till the day I die
But even hapieness gets sad sometimes
(A.N.Egh,well I am certainly not a poet.)