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Well, wrote this for my creative writing assessment for English and got an A so I thought I'd publish it on here and see what you guys think! :) Enjoy!
Dear Fred,
How to start?
Should I start by saying how much this is killing me? Or how every time mum sees me, she bursts into tears? It rained at your funeral. It's as if the sky is crying along with me, it's agreeing that what's happened is wrong. I couldn't bear to stay at your funeral; the hollow space in my chest seems to grow bigger and bigger with each minute I spent standing there, staring into the hole they call a grave.
It's just not fair.
I'm at your grave whilst writing this. The wind is whistling through the gap in my head. I feel so isolated, religiously suffering. Get it Fred? I'm Holey!
It's so dark. I feel Darkness encircling me feels like it suffocating me. So claustrophobic. It's like Darkness is closing his cold hand around my throat...
I know there are animals all around this garden but I can hear no birds. It isn't exactly comforting; it makes me feel lonelier than ever. Although it's windy I can't feel it, all I feel is numbness, as if I've been frozen. My mouth is dry, it's as if I have no tears left. Beneath your grave is a canopy of trees. Red, orange and brown are the assortment of colours that lie under the tree stumps. When I squint at the trees they look like guardians: here forever to guard where you lie but it just reminds of the evil army closing in on us on that dreadful day. Some of the trees, giant oaks, look silhouetted though the mist and they don't look real. The mist is getting thicker and thicker and I can hardly see. Could this be like my memories, slowly fading away through time?
Anyway, sorry about this. I was meant to be cheerful, zealous even but... I don't think it's working, all I'm feeling inside is wretchedness.
IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR!
My other half is gone, and it literally feels that way. Half of me died with you, and as much as I'm trying to stay strong for Mum and Dad and everyone, I don't know how much longer I can really hold on. It's only been a week, but it feels like a lifetime. Why is everybody celebrating? Why aren't they mourning you? You at least deserve that Fred.
The emptiness is eating away inside me yet it feels like I haven't eaten in weeks, months even. Every time I close my eyes, I still hear the whisper of spells surge around the hall and I still see your stone cold body lying motionless on the floor. Even when I open my eyes, the memory echoes around this eerie place.
I've been watching some orange leaves for a while now, dancing some kind of comic dance together, and conspiring against the other leaves. Then they stop, fall and rest on your grave. They look like they're holding hands. But eventually their link will break and they will decay, like everything.
Gryffindors are meant to be brave, strong, chivalrous. Those words don't come to mind when I sit here, reminiscing about all our pranks. Do you miss me? Do you ever think of me? Do you wish you were still here with me? Do you remember the good times we shared? I do. Every day.
CRASH!
That's what goes through my head every time I think of you, the guilt, the sadness, the injustice...
The leaves are still holding hands. Above them, the leaves are chattering away on the trees when the wind visits them: they're unaware that soon they'll fade away. But even as the seasons change, I'll never forget you. Well, I think I need to go back now; they're still celebrating and mum will wonder where I am. It's so wrong. Just so wrong. You should be here.
I'll leave this letter here, next to the leaves. They can guard it from garden gnomes.
Your partner in crime,
George.
