This was all his fault. How could he do something like this to her. How could she do something like this to her. She never connected the dots until she saw it firsthand. She didn't even know it was possible. How did this happen. How long has it been happening? Her head swam with thoughts as she swaggered towards the well as if she was drunk. When she got to the old wooden well she placed her hands on the rim and closed her eyes in thought. They don't need me, if I am Kikyo's reincarnation then she should be able to see the jewel as well. She sighed as she looked down into the well even though she knew she wouldn't be able to see the bottom considering it was past midnight. It was an interesting 2 years at least and thanks to Kaede she could at least harness her powers somewhat. They wouldn't miss her, what was there to miss.

She stepped up on the rim of the well and took a deep breath, saying her last goodbyes in her head before stepping off the edge into the darkness. So used to the warmth of the Blue lights she jolted her eyes open as a coldness crept down her spine and the normal blue glow was replaced by a lime green. Within a second she landed at the bottom of the well as she would normally. She knew she wasn't anywhere close to home as she looked up and saw the starry night once again. She climbed up the well and pulled herself over the edge, inspecting the surrounding area. It looked the same yet some things where slightly different. Off in the distance she could see the top of the old tree that Inuyasha was pinned to and decided to check out that area first.

It was a short walk to the huge tree as she walked up to it, climbing the roots. Thanks to the light from the moon and stars she could see that nothing showed from when Inuyasha had been pinned there and released just two years before. "Did the tree heal or has it not happened yet." She mumbled to herself as she climbed back down and decided her next location would be the village.

The village was there, but somehow it was not the same village. There was different building and in different places. "Where am I." she looked down at the village and figure that she should just keep the past in the past and not to bother with it any more. She turned on her heel and started walking back towards to well quickly coming up to it. She didn't even hesitate as she swung her body over the rim and fell down into the darkness. This time, however, there was no magic, no warmth or magical glow, as she hit the solid ground with a thump. She grumbled in pain as she pushed her body back to the wall of the well to rest against as she used the little bit of miko power she could muster up thanks to her physical and mental condition at the moment.

"Why. Why do these things keep happening to me? What did I do in my past life that was just so bad that I have to deal with these kinds of things?" She pulled her knees to her chest as she finally let herself cry.

She woke up in the well with the sun out and birds chirping above her. The world seemed happy with her misery. "Maybe… I should just die. I'm not useful. I'm not needed. Here, I'm not even known. So it's not like anyone would really care if a dead body just showed up. I can't go home anyways so I'm sure my family will already assume the worst." Her depression was kicking in as she pulled herself out of the well and sat in the grass. She stared up at the blue sky, deep in thought on what she would do now. She can't go back home. She can't go back to his time. She didn't even know when she was now.

She made up her mind as she stood up on shaky legs and walked in a random direction into the forest. She just walked on, not bothering to try and find food or drink water when she passed a stream. She didn't even care when she would sense a demon nearby as she just kept walking. In the evening she finally collapsed, as she sat in the grass she heard a slight shuffling sound. She looked up tiredly and saw a small silver fox with 2 tails staring at her from the other side of the clearing. "I don't supposed you would take my life would you." She smirked at her own depressed state before letting her head drop down in sheer exhaustion.

Not even a second later she felt two hands grip her shoulders and a sharp pain in her neck. She almost blacked out at the suddenness combined with her previous conditions but the pain stopped and she looked up and saw silver hair as one of the hands disappeared from her shoulder and went behind the hair. The beautiful hair was then replaced by pale milky skin, golden eyes, and bloody lips. Those of which soon caressed her own in an oddly soft yet rough kiss. It was almost enjoyable until she tasted the blood. Before she finally lost consciousness she heard a deep beautiful voice talking to her, "I can think of better things than ending it."