Desperate for love

Sunlight came in through the big window left from the king sized bed. Another day has started but although it was a lovely day Kaoru couldn't get himself to smile full heartedly. He new he and his twin-brother Hikaru had to go to school in less than an hour. Sadly he looked over to the other side of the bed, where Hikaru remained sleeping. Carefully he reached out his hand to stroke through the bright red hair of the one next to him. But before he was able to touch him the other boy slowly moved and opened his eyes. He just pulled back his hand in time, before his beloved brother noticed what he had in mind.

Recently the only time Kaoru was able to embrace his older brother was during the time both of them spend in the host club. It's not like Hikaru would have anything against his little brother touching him, Kaoru knew that, but the fact, that he also knew the feelings his brother had for him are only brotherly-love, not love in a romantic kinda way, was stopping him. Ever since Haruhi joined the club things between them started to change. Kaoru soon realized that Hikaru was fascinated by her and his affection for his little brother started to fade. A few months ago Hikaru used to hold on to his hand without reason, used to hug him without reason, but that had stopped.

"So your finally awake are you" Kaoru forced himself to grin at his brother "come we need to hurry otherwise we'll be late for school" he said, stood up from the bed and made his way towards the bathroom. "Ohh .. why dos school has to start this early? I don't wanna get up!" Hikaru nagged.

Kaoru ignored his brother. He knew that honestly speaking Hikaru couldn't wait to go to school just to see Haruhi.

He was standing at the sink washing his face when the older one entered. Through the mirror in front of him he could see Hikaru undress himself behind him. He heard the clothes fall to the ground and couldn't take it any longer. He toke the towel next to him wrapped it around his body and ran out of the bathroom leaving a confused Hikaru behind. He ran until he reached the other side of the mansion, fell to the ground and feeling tears running down his chin. Why did it became like this? Why did Hikaru had to fall in love with Haruhi? But most importantly why did he had to fall in love with his own brother, his twin-brother of all people?

He looked down and saw the erection caused by Hikaru, knowing he had to do something against it he went into one of the rooms close by and locked the door behind him. He sat down on one of the two comfortable looking couches in the room, took of the towel an reached for his erection with his right hand. While touching his cock he couldn't help but imagine his brother sitting behind him, stroking his dick, whispering softly into his ear "I love you!".

With that hot cum shot out of his lower body covering the black couch. A few minutes he remained sitting on the couch breathing heavily, not knowing that Hikaru was stand in the hallway leaning against the door.

He came after his brother concerned about the way he had behaved. When he had reached the other side of the mansion Kaoru was already in the room, sad and worried Hikaru wanted to return to his room when he heard someone moaning inside one of the rooms. As he wanted to open the door he realized it was his younger sibling and pulled back his hand. He wanted to go back so he wouldn't disturb him but couldn't get his feet to move, he could just stay there listening to the sounds his brother made while jerking off.

/ that was the first chapter, hope you liked it so far ^-^