What If Dimitri Left?

By: RozaDimitri99

(A.N) okay so I was reading this fanfiction story once and in my head I was actually thinking about writing my own so finally I decided "what the hay! Lets do it?" so let me know what you think. By the way.. I (tear, tear) don't own the vampire academy … it's actually really sad when I think about it to be honest.

Chapter One: Rose POV

I can't believe that he would leave me to go guard that trap. I mean, what the hell is so good about Tasha? What? Is that scar across the center of her FACE just a huge turn on for guys? I don't get it. But no, despite that ugly scar and that even uglier personality, he left me. He left me after he SLEPT with me and he didn't even leave a note. Pathetic.

To be honest, for the past two weeks since he left, I did nothing but go to my training sessions with Alberta, go to class, and then go back to my dorm to take a shower and go to sleep. I was sulking and I really couldn't help it. I just hurt so much, not physically. Of course physically I was tired because Alberta trained me pretty hard in order to be in top shape for the upcoming trails but mentally and emotionally? Mentally and emotionally I was exhausted... I spent a lot of my time crying now, not that I would ever tell anyone that, even though they probably all had guessed. Alberta, along with all of my friends knew about Dimitri... they all guessed. Yeah, well long story short, life sucked right now. It sucked and to make everything worse, Eddie was dragging me to a dorm party with all of our friends tonight in Christian's dorm, like literally dragging me across the hall and across the court yard to the Moroi dorm.

Hanging out with my friends wasn't really as bad as I thought that it was going to be. We played truth or dare, my favorite game in middle school because I was the queen at it, and it got pretty intense. Christian and me were at neck and neck with who could do the worst dare and it actually got pretty gross. At one point, Lissa texted to invite a whole bunch of her other friends over and Eddie invited some of our novice friends over and he just had a big ole party and rocked out to music. A lot of people were drinking, god knows what considering a lot of the people who came to the dorm I knew had a record of bringing alcohol to parties. Me and Eddie were the only ones who weren't drinking, we respected out guardian duties too much.

Me and Eddie were, however, dancing like crazy people and I felt myself trip backwards, immediately preparing myself for landing on my ass in front of about 20 people when I felt a hand on my elbow steady me. I didn't recognize the guy but he seemed a little older than most of us, about Adrian's age, who by the way was no where to be seen since all of the other people started showing up. Knowing him, he was probably making out with some poor, unsuspecting girl in a closet somewhere. The guy who caught me had the most gorgeous blue eyes I have ever seen and he had shaggy brown hair that went about to his ears.

"Uhmm... Hi." I said with a goofy smile on my face. He smiled back and settled me back to my feet where I stumbled a bit but regained balance.

"Hey, that would've been a nasty fall haha it's good thing you had me." Honestly, had it had been anyone else that had said that to me, I would have immediately assumed that the guy was an asshole who didn't deserve my time of day but the way he smiled with that little glint in his eye, made him seen sincere to me and made me laugh out a tad bit.

"Haha yeah, it's a good thing that you were here to save me." I outright laughed. "I'm Rose. Rose Hathaway." I smiled up at him. He looked to be about 6"3.

He smiled back, "I'm Gregory. Gregory Allan." He stuck out his hand for me to shake and I did. Instantly, I thought, Damn, this guys got some muscle. But then again, of course he did, he was a novice so it only makes sense that he would be buff.

When we took our hands apart, I asked, "So Gregory Allan, why haven't I seen you around here?"

"I don't go here actually, I'm here visiting my old friend Adrian. I'm actually 22." I was kinda shocked that he was 22 years old, he had a baby face that made him look around 19.

I smiled again, not that I really had stopped smiling. "Ohhh! I know Adrian, we're good friends actually, I know he's around here somewhere."

We spent the rest of that night just talking and it was the most normal that I've felt in weeks. I went to bed that night with a smile on my face. When I woke up in the morning, I still had that same smile on my face instead of the tears that I've grown accustomed to these last couple of weeks. The smile quickly vanished when I rushed to the bathroom and vomited. Oddly enough, when I finished, I felt fine again and I decided not to look to much into it so I showered and got dressed and headed down to the gym to meet up with Alberta.

When I got to the gym, I said a quick hey to Alberta and then went to the girl's locker room to change into my gym cloths but as soon as I got in there I felt sick to my stomach again and ran to the bathrooms. Alberta must have heard me because she ran to the bathrooms and gently rubbed my back while I threw up. She really was the mother that I never felt I had. As soon as I finished, I let back on the side of the stall wall and brought my knees up to my chest and hugged them while Alberta checked my hand for a temperature which she told me that I didn't have. I told her that I had been sick this morning but I felt just fine. She listened to me talk while she wet a rag and wiped the sweat off my face.

"Sweetheart..." Alberta said wearily, "have you by any chance... had sex before...?" She looked about as uncomfortable as I felt.

I shook my head hastily and blinked as if dumbstruck. "Only... only with... Dimitri..." Tears sprung up in my eyes just at the sound of his name and I quickly blinked them away and looked at Alberta before looking down at my knees in shame. I felt her hand on my back rubbing in circles gently.

"Rose... I think that you need to take a pregnancy test... Dhampirs don't get sick often and when they do... that's usually the case."

I was almost positive that I wasn't pregnant, I mean, dhampirs can't reproduce with another dhampir... but if that's what Alberta wanted me to do than why not? It couldn't hurt anything. I looked at her and nodded, "Okay... I'll take a pregnancy test."

She nodded at me and then let out a deep breath almost like she'd been holding it in for hours. "Alright, until we figure out what's going on, no training. I'll pull you out of class today before your combat classes and we will go visit the doctors. NO training, Rose." I nodded again and she helped me off of me feet and I went to change back into my regular clothes.