Disclaimer: i do NOT own...just having some fun x..the music is not mine either it belongs to tegan and sara...gawd these things really like to rub it in your face eh?
so yeah this is my first...so comments and stuff would make me very happy and you just know you wanna make me happy. lol...if its shit i understand but tell me so i know not to bother no more :). ok this will have spangs and spashley. you gotta read it to find out which one wins int he end lol its not that long but tell me weither i should carry on and ill give y'all a nice long one :)
i just want back in you head.
After 2 weeks of trying to deal with Spencer dating someone who wasn't her, Ashley decided she wasn't gonna take it. she tryed being the best friend and understanding that Spencer had the right to move on. but no it never worked. so she was gonna take back what was rightfully hers. no more fake smiles as she watched the love of her life run around with some whore who couldn't even almost love Spencer as much as she did! it was 11pm and she just happened to know everyone in the Paula and the rest of the family were away visiting family in new york for the week but Spencer stayed home as she was ''unwell'' as if thats believable, Spencer had been out with bangs everynight so far but not tonight, even if bangs was with Spencer, ashley just didn't care anymore, shes not gonna make a secret of the fact she wants no wait she will get the love of her life back. so with that thought in her head she packed up all she needed in her car and made her way to the Carlin house.
Once she got there she phoned Spencer on the phone ''hey spence come to your window'' suddenly her widow opened and there she was, the most beautiful girl in the whole world. her hair ras curly and she was weating a tiny vest top. ''hey Ash whats going on?'' but when Spencer looked out the window there was nothing but a CD player, as if by magic the music just started playing and she got a text on her phone ''just listen to the words babe x i love you x'' so she did as she was told.
''Build a wall of books
Between us in our bed
Repeat, repeat the words
That I know we both said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was
So strange and likeable
although she was confused about what exactly was going on Spencer still got butterflies everytime Ashley told her she loved her. as she listened to the words of the song she felt like her heart was gonna burst, this couldn't mean what she think could it? Ashley wasn't trying to...no she wouldn't, she knows her relationship status
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
suddenly she felt someones arms wrapped round her waist, but she already knew who it was. she would know that touch nomatter what, its her dream girl, it was Ashley. ''Ash...'' she smiled as she turned round ''SHHH just listen'' Ashley whispered in her ear as she started to sing along quietly looking Spencer in the eyes the whole time.
When I jerk away from
Holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt
Important parts of you
Remember when I was
Sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person,
Unlovable
Ashley knew it wasn't the most romantic song she could have picked but it was honest. it was how she felt. being inlove with Spencer scared her which caused her to push the beautiful blonde away, ever since she lost Spencer all shes felt was awful, so awful she as unlovable.
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Spencer couldn't believe what was happening but she sure as hell wasn't gonna stop it. she couldn't take her eyes off the sexy girl singing to her, her voice was so soft and beautiful.
Run, run, run Run Run , run, run
Run I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared''
As the song finished Ashley smiled ''thats all i want. i want back in your head. i wanna be the girl you call yours. i know i fucked up. i got scared of how i felt about you and i hurt you but if you'll let me i want to spend the rest of my life making it up to you'' Spencer was speachless. Ashley had her heart and it was never gonna change, but getting back with her would be such a risk, a rick of getting hurt, if she pushed her away once she would do it again...
wouldn't she??
