Helloooo :D I was a lil inspired the other day and puf! This came out of my mind haha I'm sorry if I have bad grammar or failures, im still learning english (im spanish). I hope you like it, please review!^^
Chapter I
You are hiding. Again.
Well, you have never stop hiding since you died, actually.
You are Damara Megido, and you fucking hate everyone here. Especially the guy whose name starts with "R'' and ends with "ufioh''. You actually don't know how you managed to control all these feelings to kill him while you were alive.
You want to punch that guy over the face once, and again, and again, and again and then kiss him, and after that punch him in the balls maybe. You want to kill somebody, but everyone is already dead and that would be stupid.
You remember Horuss. You don't want to blame Horuss, he doesn't have the fault, and at least, he had the guts to tell you that Rufioh were cheating you with him.
He said he was sorry and you contained the wish to cry while he was telling you all of this. You already suspected this because Meenah, but it hurt more when you confirmed it. Meenah… You really don't want to start thinking about that bitch. You guess that you just accepted to make The Scrach because maybe you would stop feeling that pain. But it didn't stop. Well, at least that bitch died. And now she can't see her dear and precious Aranea, well she asked for it.
You keep remembering, when Horuss told you that, you started running away.
You didn't stop until many hours later.
People say that everyone have our failures, you suppose that yours was falling in love with a Rufioh. You didn't know what time it was when you reached a cave, you just sat there for a while with your void mind. You made an attempt to laugh, but instead you started crying. By that time Horuss was your friend, but since that day you have never spoken to him again.
The rest of that day is blurry, but as long as you can remember, you lost your mind and you went to find Rufioh. You can remember that you went to the house where you lived with him and then started to break everything. After that you can't remember more, you don't know why.
Then the game started. Then you stopped talking. And, the worst of all this is that you realised that no one could stand you. Yes, you don't have friends, not even Meulin (who is the best person you've ever met tho). You sigh remembering things that you really want to forget.
You miss Rufioh.
You miss your "friends".
You miss talking with Cronus or listening to that lame-boy of Kankri.
Wow, what? You miss listening to Kankri? That's really pathetic girl, like really, really pathetic. You should shut up. Yes, the writer is right, you should stop this shit but of course you won't because a writer can't tell you what to do.
You sigh and star crying again –or still?-
Now you are in some kind of dream bubble, alone, hiding from everyone and trying to escape from the pain.
You miss your old life.
You miss happiness.
