You know that i don't own Soul Eater or the charakters in it. Only my ideas, oc's and changes. This one will have a lot of sad scenes.

Kay, so, it has yaoi in it, cussings, terrible english since i suck at some spellings and verbs, death's, flashbacks, gore, violance and yea, friendship + love Cx.

This tilting style means that the person who is currently speaking is thinking. *Those stars in the beginning and in the end of this phrase is when the charakter/OC is doing something i can't explain*.

MAINCHARAKTER: Kid. (("if-you-don't-know" fact!: P.o.v = Point Of View.))

Let this fanfic begin! (/Ö,...,Ö)/


Chapter 1!

Kid's P.o.v

"Time to go to school Kiddo!" Mom shouted.

Allways. School is allways in my way.

"Coming!" I shouted back, jumped out from my bed, walked towards my closet with only my boxers on, opened the closet doors, and picked the newly washed clothes i could find by now. I hate school. I don't fit there.

Not when you we're born a shinigami.

"Kid! What's taking you so long?!" Mom shouted once again from downstairs. I sighed. What do you think?

"I'm changing clothes mom!" I answered and dragged my pants on. When i was done i wiped my forhead, took a big deep breath and pusted out. Then i walked outside my room and downstairs to pick my uniform on, and take my bag with me.

"Have a .. good day," Mom said, worried for another fight to happen. Since they've been happening recently. Towards me.

"Y-Yea, thanks, bye," I then said and grabbed the doorhandle and walked outside. It was foggy and i hated foggy days.

It was cold aswell, and the ground are really slippy. Better walk safely.

When i finally reached school, i sighed and felt this harash feeling inside of my stomach. But this time, i just walked through the growd of students. I didn't look anyone in the eye.

And that is only to not wanting anyone bullying me. Not today too.

But that wish slipped away.

"AH! Everyone, look! It's the freak! He deccided to come to this normal school today to!" Shouted the most feared, and now the most loved, person on school. His name was Barren and he loved making fun of me the most. Just beacouse i had these stupid stripes in my hair and un-normal eye colour.

But they don't know what harash things could happen to them if they continued any longer.

I walked faster to come inside, but they walked faster behind me as soon as i did, and i gulped.

"Are you trying to run away, coward?!" Shouted Barren from far behind my back. Sweat ran down my face and i felt the tears behind my eyelids.

Bullyers are the worst kind of people exsisting beside murders and rapers.

Then i finally reached the entrance door and grabbed the handle to get inside as fast as possible. When i was inside i pusted out and ran up the short staircase that showed in the beginning and turned left to get to my classroom. Some of my "clasmates" stood outside and i shooked my head to feel nervous.

"Oh, hey freak. Trying to look cool?" Said one of them and three others laughed. I was so near to punch them in the face but decided to not. So it made it harder for me to ignore them, but i succseeded. I sighed and wiped away some tears that had escaped my eyes.

This day will only get worser, i swear.

Marie's P.o.v (Kid's mom)

Please let Kid be okay. Poor him. I wish i could make him change school so that he could get some friends. To a school more fitting to him. He should be proud over being a shinigami.

Suddenly, i smelled smoke coming from the kitchen.

Shiet, did i forget the lunch!? Fuck! Gotta get a fire extinguisher!

When i grabbed the fire extinguisher outside Kid's room, i ran directly to the burning furnace in the kitchen to put the fire out. It did take some time for it to disapear, but it did disapear in the end. And i sighed when it was over.

Dumb me, forgetting the food like that. It got to be burnt now, damnit.

Kid's P.o.v

I didn't go outside again, as i usually do. Instead i walked down to the toilets. But i had bad luck.

"Freak! What do you think you're going?" Shouted suddenly Barren from the entrance door. I got startled and i looked up at him, only to see him sneer at me. Then his friends walked up and laughed with him.

"To the toilets," was all i said and continued to walk down quickly. I heard Barren frown upstairs and soon they we're stalking me. I walked in on a male toilet restroom and stayed there untill it rang in.

When they we're gone i walked out and to the class. But i knew that, since they are from the same class as me, i will see them again.

"KID! There you are. Where have you been?" Said the teatcher and i shrugged, not wanting to tell. But then..

"Kid was down at the restrooms and ignored us, who tryed to talk to him," Barren suddenly says. The whole class tryed to hold in their laugh at me being late, and the teatcher looked at me worryingly, and sighed.

"Sit down," She said and i walked over to my seat next to .. no one.

"Ok guys! Listen carefully now.." The teatcher started. I sighed and started to play quietly with my pen. Infront of me sat Barren. And beside Barren at both sides, sat his friends and giggled about something. The whole class was on Barrens side. They suck.

I wan't to go home.

~Time skip to the next brake~

I walked out from the classroom by having people push me outside when i actually didn't want to. Barren caught my attention and he did a "Dead person" impression towards me, then pointed at me. The other's around him laughed and giggled. It wasn't funny. I was used to this.

I grabbed my jacket and walked outside, with voices behind me saying:

"Oi, isn't the freak weirder than usuall today?"

"Yea right. He thinks he's cool aswell, haha"

*everyone laughs*

I didn't want this to continue. I've tryed to talk with everyone before. I've also tryed to show them that i am not worthy to bully. But they're blind. They won't accept me.

I hate myself for being a shinigami. No one wants a shinigami as a friend.

I know that they don't know that i am one, but my damn stripes destroyes everything for me. Even my damn eyes.

I walked quicker to get away from them, and i even closed my eyes, not seeing where i walked, and i walked right into a mistake.

I didn't see where i walked and walked right into Barren and his friends, making me fall backwards. I rubbed my head and looked up to see them surrounding me. Barren's sneer made me gulp and i closed my eyes and let everything out. Tears, sobs, screams. I wanted it all to end. Barren picked me up by my shirt's collar and laughed madly.

"You're so damn weak freak! You should just fucking disapear!" Barren shouted, only making everything worser. He pushed me towards a wall and i grabbed his hand, looking right into his eyes. He was.. strangling me. I felt that it was harder to breath and i suddenly saw the friends of his getting scared.

"B-Barren. S-Stop it!" Shouted one of them, trying to get his hands away from my neck. Tears flowed and i was fading away.

"OI! HE'S DYING BARREN!" Shouted the other friend. Maybe this was to much for them to react to. Barren, you bastard..

My hands we're getting weaker and i got paler as i was seeing on my hand, then i got numb and i falled to the ground. Barren laughed like an insane guy, then everything turned dark.

Teatcher's P.o.v

"Guys! I heard something happen!" I shouted after hearing a dunce coming from somewhere, and laughs. No one knew who it was, but i knew they we're Barrens laughs. But they weren't normal. Only one thought came up.

Kid..

"BARRE-.." Was everything i said before i turned white after seeing what has happened. Kid wasn't.. moving..

"W-We gotta get away from here.." Said a terrifyed student. Barren's friend.

"No you don't," I said with a anger filled voice. He yelped. Then i got back to reality and walked over to Kid's not moving body. Barren stopped laughing and his eye's widned. He fell to the floor and then screamed.

Every student surrounded me, who carried Kid's lifeless body on my legs. His neck was red and bloody.

"Kid.. wake up. Please, listen to my prayers..!" I tryed. All i saw was colourless eyes, and a white-pale skintone. His mouth we're open and the eyes we're still treary. Every person who was on Barren's side looked like they regretted ever liking him. Killing was overboard.

But then, suddenly, as it was really quiet.. Kid started to caugh and get his colour back. He sat up directly and caughed like crazy.

".. K-Kid?" I said, not believeing what actually just happened. Kid stopped caughing and fell backwards, panting.

"Heh, hey teatch," He said, looking over at me with a twisted smile, and then sat up again. Barren just glared at him, and so did everyone else. Kid seemed to get nervous and an anime sweatdropp appeared on his backhead.

I hugged him. Directly. Crying.

"You didn't die?!" i asked him, hugging him tighter. He shaked his head and smiled warmly this time. He seemed so calm, and every girl seemed to blush actually.

Kid's P.o.v

Of course i didn't die. A shinigami can't die like that. Heh, teatch, you know nothing.

This isn't usually happening, but a hugg isn't that wrong to get sometimes. I liked it. The warmth of someone else.

"Kid.. that strangle-wound... you can go home for today if you want to," Said the teatcher and i thougth about it for a minute. It hasn't healed? Well, i don't feel the pain right now, but maybe that's for the best.

"Yea, i think i'll do that," I said and stood up, brushing off the dust in my clothes. People actually started to knowledge me a little more, but they didn't change their behavior towards me, and they didn't stop calling me freak.

I grabbed my bag and then i started to feel the stinging feeling on my neck and remembered when Barren "killed" me. The feeling was nearly real and i colapsed a little. I calmed down and stood up again, trying to toutch my neck but i suddenly freaked out. Goddamnit, i've built a fear against toutching my neck now. I knew something like this would've happen.

But it quickly wen't over, and when i was hallfway to my home, i turned around to see Barren getting scolded by the teatcher through the class-room window. I giggled and felt, for the first time, good.

Then i ran inside my house with a great smile.

Marie's P.o.v

Suddenly, while i was still woundering witch food we we're going to have, someone knocked on the door. Can it be Kiddo? Maybe.

I went over to the door and opened it, seeing a smiling Kid infront of me. But something seemed off.

"Kid? Why are you so happy? Did something happen? And why are you home so late?" I asked, but before he explained i saw a deep wound around his neck that was bleeding really much.

".. WHAT HAPPENED!?" I shouted and grabbed his shoulders, looking at his neck a little closer.

"Mom, i can explain every-"

"It was Barren wasn't it?" I interupted him, feeling bad for doing so. But i am his mother.

"Yea, but i don't think he did it for real.." He said, and in the middle of me calling Barrens mother, i layed off the phone and looked over at him.

"What are you saying?" I asked.

"I looked into Barren's eyes.. and he didn't have the same eye colour," He said and picked off his school uniform that was drenched in blood. I took it and throwed it into the washing bag.

"So you mean that he was possesed?" I asked, calming down a little bit. Like 4%.

"Yea," Kid said and then sat down on the couch infront of the tv. He took the remote control and changed the channel. I sighed.

"You never feel pain, do you?" I asked.

"I actually did. Whenever someone toutches me at my neck i do, even when i do it. But it'll soon heal, since i'm a damn shinigami as my father i've never fucking met!" He shouted, throwing the control right over my head.

"KID! Calm down!" I shouted and ran to him, hugging him.

"I actually have a good new to you! You're father actually called.. and he wanted you to go on his school instead," I said, and smiled while my sad tears ran.

"But .. if i say yes, i'll never meet you again," Kid said, and i hugged him harder.

"Take this chance, please.. i begg you. I don't want you to suffer here anymore," I said, then stopped hugging him and looked into his eyes, to see tears in his eyes aswell.

Kid's P.o.v

Was she serious?.. I was going to take this chance and leave her here?!

"NO! You're coming with me if that's so!" I shouted and stood up from the couch.

"I can't," Mom said and cryed.

"You can!" I shouted back as an answer and backed away a little. I closed my eyes to force all my tears out.

"Darling. Dad doesn't want me there," She said and sighed. She tryed to smile, but i looked away.

"If you're not coming, i ain't going," I said, then walked upstairs to my room.

Is she stupid? I won't leave her here alone. You can't be alone in this town, or the police's will throw you out. And i really don't want that to happen at all!

I walked over to my mirror and carefully toutched my neck to see if i would freak out or feel the pain.. but now it didn't. I even pushed on it, but nothing happened. I was happy for that. But then my smile directly disapeared when i thought about what mom and i just said.

"Kid, please," I heard outside my door. I just said no way.

"Kid! Don't worry about me, i won't go anywhere!" She yelled and opened the door, only seeing me sitting in my bed, with my hands on my legs, crying.

"You will!" I shouted, and then cryed more.

"I won't. Please. I'll say please a thousand times if that's worth it," she said, and sat down beside me in my bed. Mom putted a hand around my shoulder and ... dragged me closer to her.

"Mom... i don't know anymore. What if i will have the same bad luck there?" I asked, looking up at her.

"I'm sure you won't. This school isn't like you're current school. It's for just guys like you.. Special ones," Mom said, and i sighed.

"I still.. don't want to leave you," I whispered.

"Kid, don't you worry about me. I won't disapear from this house if that's the last thing i will promise!" Mom said and then stood up.

"P-Pinky promise.." I said while blushing and reached out with my small-finger. Then she did the pinky-promise with me. I smiled and then tryed to take the negative thoughts away.

"Come, it's time for dinner," Mom said and i followed her down again.

I guess it won't be that terrible... but.. mom...


END! ;.;

To short? Good? Perfect? Terrible? Bad?.. How was it? Please tell me ^^

Kay, now when that's over, i'll just say that if someone writes to me that they want me to continue, then i surely will :3 Welp, see you tomorrow maybe .o.

Bye!