You were worried.
Scared that they might find out.
You didn't want things to get out of hand but you just felt so bad about yourself. The hunger pain would take your mind off of things but you were gonna spend time with them in the bunker, shit.
You knew you'd be safe for the first night because you lied and said that you already ate. Dean teased you about how skinny you were and you needed some meat on your bones you laughed to keep him off the scent.
The morning started out fine Dean Sam and Cas all went out leaving you to do research. You hadn't eaten for 5 days you'd just been surviving off water, you were happy this was the longest you'd gone without eating.
After researching for a while you had gotten a headache so you started drinking a lot of water hopping it would go away. When the guys got back you're headache had gotten worse they told you to eat so you did to keep them off your case. You ate quickly then went to the bathroom and started throwing up. You didn't have to do that very often since you were accustomed to being alone.
The next day was worse when you woke up you were dizzy but you acted fine around the guys although you suspected Cas thought something was wrong. When they went out they brought you along and Sam let you use his laptop. You insisted you stayed in the Impala.
When you found a vital clue you called them you.
"What's the sitch." Dean joked.
"Well Kim it would seem that…." The rest was gibberish.
"Um are you ok _?" Dean asked.
"Yeah yeah I just I…I" you passed out the last thing you heard was Dean saying your name over the phone, worried.
When you woke up you were in the hospital. You had tubes in your arms and Dean Sam and Cas were all in the room.
"Hey kid, how you feeling?" Dean asked.
"I've got needles in my arms besides that I'm fine." You said.
"You know you don't have to lie to us." Sam said holding your hand.
"Really guys no need to be worried." You didn't want them to think you were a freak.
"Hey listen to me we all got our problems and we'll help you, you don't have to do this alone." Sam reassured you.
"Humans are a very complex species, can you tell me why you did this?" Cas asked.
"Well I got bullied a lot in school and I fell into this cycle I was so scared to eat because so many people called me fat and I saw all the pretty girls in magazines so I gave in and stopped eating." You explained. It felt good to get the truth out.
"God didn't design humans to be as small as you. I don't want to see you going to heaven anytime soon." Cas said.
You felt better but you all knew that this wouldn't be easy. At least you had an angel at your side and 2 beautiful caring men.
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