If this is love…

Secrets of His Darkness

A/N: Ohiyo, Minna! How are you doing? Fine, thank  you, how are you? Fine, Arigato! (I've been replaying the Kouji parts, so sue me!) *sigh * anyway…*evil tomo-like cackling * Kekekekekekeke*Cough . OK, so, this is a fanfic of someone wondering about someone else. I betcha you can figure who the 'someone else' is. But, can you figure who the 'someone' is? KEKEKEKEKEKEK*cough * I should stop doing that…

Again, please R+R. my second fy related something-or-other, really short. Actually, this is my first FY ficcie, since my other one was a list.

Sometimes, I wonder about him. Literally, my thoughts float over him, the blond warrior whom we all 'love to hate'. It's no wonder, he's a manipulator, a person who cannot seem to feel any compassion or love: just hatred.

The blood of so many runs over his hands, making an ocean of crimson at his feet. And he stands there, smirking and cold-hearted as if it was nothing but water. I clench my fist in anger, almost breaking my own hand.

Deceit is a hard language to master, since it is one that requires intense memory, knowledge of your 'decietee', and suppression of emotions…no wonder he's a master at it. He looks like an angel. Yeah, right. An angel from hell.

It's ironic that someone who is so downright beautiful could ever be so dangerous. And yet, he is too dignified to be called 'the scum of the earth', although he fully deserves the title.

I can't help but ask myself what this man has gone through. There must have been something…something so heart-wrenchingly frightening or life-changing that such a beauty could ever become so disgusting. Something that must have torn his heart from his chest.

Sometimes, I want to know. Believe it or not, I want to know. What twist of fate could have changed this man from darkness to light, from good to evil?

I want to know.

I hate following this path of blindness. Yes, I am blind since I do not know the other faucets of my enemy, just the one that is most obvious. I suppose I feel this way, since everyone seems to focus on one part of the diamond rather then the whole. It's that way with everybody. And I hate it.

I hate hating in blindness.

But I suppose I will always hate him, without true knowledge of my enemy. Maybe, until the day that truth is revealed…

So I continue on this path, hating with a vengeance, and yet wondering the secrets of his darkness.

A/N: so, could ya tell who the 'someone who is thinking about someone else' is? 3, 2, 1, NURIKO!!!! *cackles more and then coughs * 'scuse me. Of course he was thinkin' about Nakago. No da, ne? Three areas pointing this out:

1) Clenching his fist and almost breaking his own hand. Who else could do that?

2) The fact that Nuriko was queer and everybody tends to 'harp' on the queerness. I mean, talk about looking at only one faucet of a person! HE should know, ne?

3) Nuriko seems to be very much 'into' beauty. He should be the one who notices that Nakago is drop-dead gorgeous, ne? I mean, wouldn't you think?

I know this was a bit OOC on Nuriko's part. He'll most likely hate Nakki with a passion and not question it. He can be irrational that way. *swoon * But, there's also a very unexplored part of him that could come up with these thoughts…or maybe I'm just delusional. Your pick. Please, no flames!