Disclaimer I do not own CSI or any of its Characters just merely borrowing them. This is a story about Sara's Return her Frustrations and life that goes along with it I hope that you enjoy it is set in Sara's point of view.
UNEXPECTED NEWS!
Chapter one
Here I was I had just turned 36 and I had learned that one of my best friends in the whole world had died.
I think that is why I ran away in the first place I realized that this job was not quite what I had expected it to be.
I loved being a csi I loved the drama and the sheer pleasure of solving a mystery. But after a near death experience, actually to be honest more than one near death experiences I decided that I just did not want to do it anymore.
I had enough of the scare factor and placing my life on the line.
Grissom had just proposed to me before I left totally catching me off guard I never in a million years thought that I would see the day, when he felt comfortable enough to actually want to be with me on a higher level than just living together.
I think that stress tends to change people in many ways some for the better and others not so much.
A month after I packed up and left for San Francisco I found out to my unexpected surprise that I Sara Sidle was somehow pregnant with Gilbert Grissom's child. I really had no idea how this had happened.
We of course had sex on many different occasions be we had never once done it without protection or being on the pill.
We were always very careful and I in fact was even to the point of being obsessed about being careful. So when I found out this news I was much taken aback.
The funny thing about life is sometimes it just gets in the way and hits you hard in the face.
When I went to the Doctor finally after four months of being sick to my stomach I the whole time just merely thinking that it was stress or the stomach flu.
I was shocked to learn that I indeed was pregnant and that I was already five months along and then the doctor had the gall to say "Congratulations you are having a Girl!" I think that he thought that I was supposed to be thrilled or something. Instead I was completely terrified the first thing I did was run to the restroom and upchuck my whole lunch. I came back into the room in tears and the Doctor asked me what was wrong. I replied to him that I had never planned on having kids and that I was totally alone at the moment and that I had absolutely no idea what to do with a baby, let alone the idea of even having one. Then he stated that "Sorry Miss Sidle but you are too far along at this point to get an abortion anyway so you better figure it out and quickly." I however, already knew that I could never have the heart to give this little peanut up for adoption or have an abortion I was totally pro life. I did not know how Grissom was going to react to this new found news. I knew that he seemed to like children on the outside. But we had never talked about having one it was not a conversation that ever entered our daily lives. We were both older and had great careers that were just too busy to add a child in play. I watched as Catherine had struggled throughout the years being a single parent and that is when I decided that it was not for me. However I guess God or a higher power, decided that it was not up to me after all and whether I liked it or not I was going to be a mother.
