Disclaimer: I do not own MASH or any of it's characters. I do not own "Look At What I've Done". I have modified some of the words to proper English because that is the way Charles takes. please don't sue me, I have no money as it is.
This takes place after the episode Foreign Affairs. Charles Falls for a French nurse. She said that is was the first time she felt that close to some one since her ex. (I Think her ex died but i could be wrong) But when she tells him that she used to lived with a man whom she did not marry, He decided that her past was unacceptable and broke it off (in tears). In the end she informed him that she wasn't attracted to Hawkeye (Who had, of course, hit on her in the beginning) because he was too much like a little boy now she had come to find out that he wasn't enough of one. (Note: I don't remember her name so work with me)
Note: I only watched the episode once. Thank you for the review Kazoo. Her name is Martine and I did change the fact she said that she was leaving the next day when she was saying goodbye. Sorry for the distortion.
Charles laid there on his cot after she had left. Tears had been falling ever since she had entered the tent. He knew. He knew that he was going to regret pushing her away.
I saw it in her eyes
When I was saying goodbye
That girl, she isn't going to be
alright
Because I could tell She'd be going through a living hell
And I
I wouldn't be there by her side
Lord I felt so bad
As I sat and watched her cry
Thinking I was moving on
And
she was barely getting by
Look at what I've
done to her
Look at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart
The broken parts
She got the raw end of the deal
And look
at what has its done to me
You have to know it tears me up
I
gave it everything I had
And Lord it wasn't enough
Hurting
her like this seems so wrong
Look at what I've done to her
Now
she's alone
Charles moped around the camp for a couple of weeks and saw no sign of her. Good thing too because he didn't think he could stand to look at her. He decided to go have a couple of drinks at Rosie's to get away from his bunk mates who insist on not leaving him alone. He walked into Rosie's and sat down at the bar and ordered just plain scotch. That's the only thing that would do him any good. After he finished about 7 Drinks He decided that this wasn't, infact, doing him any good at all. So he turned in his chair to get up and there she was. Sitting at a table and was laughing and having a good time with a bunch of nurses.
I saw her out last
night she was having a good time
That girl
It looks like she
doing fine
But then I saw a man
Walk up and take her by the
hand
And I, oh God I almost died
And then it hit me she
didn't really need me
I just sat there for a while
Until I
finally smiled
Yeah look at what
I've done to her
Look at how I made her feel
She's found
somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at
what its done to me
You have to know it tears me up
To walk
away from the love me made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now its got me thinking
Maybe I was wrong
After all
the things I've done to her...
Now she's strong.
She looked as though they she had never even met him. He decided to have a couple more drinks and then watched her all night. It didn't seem like she even noticed. He over heard her talking and she was to be transferred out in a couple of days. "To Tokyo" he thought he heard her say. She had some friends there and she was going to be working with them. She was having a going away party. It looked like everyone with her was standing up to leave. He finally worked up the courage to go and talk to her...maybe say goodbye?
I walked up and
said,
"Hello." She said, "Its good to see
you,"
"But hey I have go."
Yeah look at what
I've done to her
Look at how I made her feel
She's standing
tall
She's got it all
Got the world at her heels
And
look at what its done to me
Yeah look at how it makes me hurt
If
I could go back now
I swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it
work
Isn't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Yeah look
at what I've done to me...
She's gone.
