Why
It's 3 am and I finally say I'm sorry for acting that way
Dean remembered when he walked into his bedroom and he saw Brooke lying there. Tears streaming down her red cheeks.
I didn't really mean to make you cry. Baby sometimes I wonder why.
They were always fighting because he couldn't tell her what he did. He wished he could, he wished she could know everything about him but he knew that would put her life in danger. He couldn't risk it.
Why does it always have to come down to you leaving, before I say I love?
He never got the chance to tell her he loved her, because he did. He loved her more then anything in this world but his job as a demon hunter never made it possible for them to be together. He wanted to let her go but his heart wouldn't allow him to.
Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest? When I know how much it hurts you. Baby why, why do I do that to you?
He always said exactly what he didn't want to say when they were fighting. He knew her weakest points and somehow when he was angry he used them against her. He hurt her so bad for that but he was never able to stop himself. Instead of all the words that ran through his heart he used the ones that he knew would hurt her.
I know I'd never let you walk away. So why do I push you 'til you break? And why are you always on the verge of goodbye before I show you how I feel inside?
He knew he couldn't live without her. The soft touch of her hands on his face, her gentle lips kissing his neck. She was the only woman who ever made him feel something more then just lust. She showed him how to love again but she always left before he ever got a chance to show her how he felt inside.
Why does it always have to come down to you leaving, before I say I love you? Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest? When I know how much it hurts you. Baby why, why do I do that to you?
He slammed the door of his car and ran to the front porch. It was now or never, he needed to tell her how he felt. As his knuckles gently rapped the wooden structure of the door, he waited patiently. It was late but he needed to show her what he felt for her was real and so when the doors opened slowly to reveal a tired and confused Brooke he began:
"I don't know why were always fighting because I love you Brooke and I can never see myself without you. I need you to trust me just a little while longer so I can show you my life. I need you and I always have"
He wasn't sure where those words came from, they weren't like him. More like his brother Sam but as she jumped into his arms, kissing him he didn't care. It just felt good to have her again, to feel her again. I guess love really does reach the strangest places and melt the hardest of hearts. But it didn't matter as long as he could be with her again and protect her from all of the things he knew where out there, it was all going to be fine.
