Hey all! This is a little drabble that came to my mind while listening to Monster by Skillet and so I wrote it down and posted it here and deviantART. So, please, read on a enjoy but PLEASE do not forget to REVIEW! :DDDDD
I heard the screams before the situation could register in my mind. I heard the yells for help, the cries for mercy, and the blood spilling. I couldn't stop it though. I couldn't control myself.
The shock was too much. I let my guard down. He escaped.
The monster inside me.
Now he was wreaking havoc all over Nibelheim and I couldn't stop him. He had total control.
The worst was when this one little boy watched as I slashed his parents, then, with tears in his eyes, said, "I thought you were the hero. I thought you were suppose to save the day." Then that monster laughed and killed him too.
Throughout all of it, I banged and bashed and clawed at the walls he seemed to put up; locking me away but still letting me see the destruction he brought upon. I screamed at him, telling him to let me out, BEGGING even. But he didn't.
He went up to the reactor next. He told me he had to get Mother out of ShinRa's hands. I knew he was talking about the calamity, Jenova. I didn't see her the way he did. I saw her as the monstrosity that brought him upon me.
Why did he have to try and stop me? Why, Mr. Lockhart?
He ran Masamune through Lockhart and kept walking, leaving him to die. I yelled, cried, screamed but it did nothing. He just kept smiling and I could do nothing about it.
My heart cried for the 15 year old girl who would now be an orphan. The little girl who had so much hope, waiting for her SOLDIER to return to her. The brave girl who climbed Mt. Nibel daily.
Tifa.
Who would be the one to come at me, with Masamune in hand, tears impairing her vision. The monster dodged her attacks, then in one blow, sent her down the flight of stairs.
I couldn't speak. I couldn't even move. Then I saw her move and I was glad that at least she wasn't added to his-my victim list.
He turned and went to where they kept Jenova. I felt ill as he cooed to her, calling her sweet names, telling her of his plans. Tears streamed as the realization that he has taken over my body completely entered my mind.
Now all I could do is hope that someone would kill me. Someone had to end his killing.
Then I heard Zacks voice. 'Yes', I thought, 'this is it! Zack, you have to kill me!'
He couldn't do it though. The monster slammed him into an energy container and he passed out. The monster then decided it would be best to take Jenovas head and leave.
Cloud came then. I cried out, telling him to run. He had to have seen Zack, and he was 1st Class. Cloud is just a recruit! He was going to die by my hands.
Then he ran Masamune through the boy and I died inside. I had grown fond of the little boy Zack had become like a brother to. I watched as he succeeded and failed. I had hope in him that one day he would become one of the best SOLDIERS.
And now he would never get his chance, for I have just ended his life.
Or, at least I thought. He just laughed. I was so filled with happiness that I missed what happened next, all I know is he scared the monster away. And for that, I was so thankful.
And he would take me down so many times after.
For that, I would owe him a dept I could probably never pay back. He would save my soul from the monster ShinRa had created.
And to my surprise, the Flower Girl and SOLDIER would forgive me. So now we watch as they all live out their lives, acting as Guardian Angels.
And everyday I pray that when Cloud and I meet again, he will forgive me too.
For I had no control of the monster inside me...
