this sucks, but I hope you enjoy. Rip Adam Torres.


Dear Adam,

I remember the day you told me you wanted to be "Adam." I was so happy because I was finally getting a brother that I'd always wanted. I remember everything you were put through, and how you stood your ground, even when you were knocked down over and over. People chose to not accept you for who you were, and that wasn't right, it still isn't. I promised mom, dad and myself that'd I'd protect you, and I failed you. I'm sorry I failed you Adam, I'm sorry for everything. Everyone's telling me it'll get better, but I don't think it will. You weren't just my brother, you were my Best-friend and the person I could always talk to. I feel numb, cold, and empty now that you're gone. Mom and dad aren't the same, hell Degrassi isn't the same without you baby bro. I sleep on your floor, every night, crying myself to sleep, thinking about all the great times we had together. We were friends by choice, but brothers by fate. Even though you aren't here anymore, I feel you all around me. I blame myself for what happened, and I always will. You're free now baby brother, free to live in the body you've always wanted and deserved. You've changed my life so much, and showed me so many things. Right now you're looking down on us, laughing at me crying, but that's okay. I love you baby brother, and nothing or nobody will ever change that. Well, I'll write you more soon, and mail them up to heaven where you are. Goodbye for now.

Love Always,

Drew