How do I survive without him? I had before I know that. How did I survive as a muggle? How could I do it then?

Well of course I didn't know him then… I didn't know Harry, Ron… My life had no danger.

I'm not safe now, I don't have the teachers at school I don't have Dumbledore they can't keep us safe.

Ron's gone the git. I do miss him but we can't hang around I tried holding our departure of but nothing. He can't keep me safe. He can't even keep himself safe, hopeless that's what some call him, he always had some protection, Molly, Dumbledore, me and Harry. So he can't keep us safe.

Harry, oh Harry. I love him but as a brother. He is so strong and brave, he knows what he has to do yet he shows no worry, it's unnerving. He isn't as strong as he acts, it's his head. He has to save people, or he'll feel guilty. He doesn't always think things through; he'll go strait into battle before thinking anything through, even if it causes danger or destruction.

So here I am with Harry, with nobody to keep us safe. We have a job to do, a job that can cause us harm.

There is no going back now. But what will happen when we have nobody to keep us safe? What will happen when we face Voldemort again? Because that day will come, even after destroying these horcruxes there has to be a final battle and only Harry can face him.

We have no safety, no lead to get the other horcruxes; I'm even loosing hope… I can't leave though. No matter how hard it is, I can't just walk back find my parents live a life of safety; I can't do that to Harry. So here I am with no safety. None at all.