MiASMA

xxx.a DANGEROUS, FOREBODING, or DEATHLIKE influence or atmosphere.xxx

a collection. gen and yaoi and yuri and het.
prompt. DEATH
o1. RIKU

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Riku dreams sometimes. He knows it's just the meds and the sickness and the messed up chemicals in his messed up brain, but in dreams knowing isn't worth shit. Reality doesn't matter when you're dreaming.

Riku dreams DEATH.

Riku dreams purple skies and darker waters and "don't go in the Secret Place kairi!" (she never listened, did she?). Riku's got darkness everywhere- 'round his legs, binding his arms, in his heart, filling up his ears and nose and mouth and choking him ever so
s l o w l y.

Riku dreams death at his fingertips in the form of darkness in his palm that gives him powers ten times (infinitely) better then some silly keyblade.

Riku dreams a girl with no heart, skin icy with death and limp and lolling like a ragdoll. Riku dreams a boy way too fucking persistent and it's always "kairi kairi kairi" to him. He never seems to call for Riku (why won't he reach for RIKU dammit?).

Riku dreams a door. And beyond the door Riku dreams a swelling, growing darkness that festers deep in his soul, up his throat like bile and bitter on his tongue. Darkness, swallowing him up in its endlessness. He's drowning in it. Flailing and fighting and breathing nothing but frothy bubbles.

Riku dreams the door closing- the boy and the girl "together forever all happy rainbow smiles"- while Riku smiles bitter and pretends away the guilt the failure the pain that's bittersweet on his tongue.

Riku dreams loneliness.

Riku dreams drowning.

Riku dreams death.

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