Well it turns out I kinda have a really bad shot when it comes to my revolver. When I pulled the trigger the bullet missed every single important thing in my face and the bullet went straight through my cheek. When that happened I kinda blacked-out and next thing I knew, I was in the hospital with Mindy sitting right next to me almost in tears. When I was fully awake and Mindy saw this, she hugged me straight away and said " DON'T SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN YOU MOTHERFUCKING BITCH." I couldn't help but laugh because even though I shot myself, she still managed to make feel like shit and that was part of the reason why I loved her.
From what she told me, I've been asleep for about a week and that the only reason they found me was because that night, Mindy got worried about me after I had left in a rage from the party, being celebrated for Chris' death, so she decided to go check to see if I was alright. When she didn't see me or the car at my house, she got worried and traced my plates (which at first I thought that was weird then realized that she memorized it to protect me rather than stalk me) to Katie's house and you kinda know what happened from there.
So after I awoke, my father came in and asked me many questions, but the one that stuck out the most was " How did you fall on a pole snd why were you at Katie's house." Both questions were reasonable questions but all I gave him was that I was drunk and he didn't ask anymore. Later after my dad left, Mindy came in and said we had to talk.
" Dave..uh..I..ju..why did you try to try and kill yourself. I had thought that after Chris' death you would be happier than glee but you tried to kill yourself. Oh yeah, speaking of that, i hid your gun and made sure everyone knew it was an accident but why Dave, why did you try to off yourself and leave me here all alone again, just like daddy did," she said as she cried away at my side.
That's when I said, " I was and still am depressed but I am happier now that you are here and if your implying that this was your fault and I am trying to leave you then you miss must care alot for me because you kill people daily and don't care at all, but if i were to die you would probably lose it."
"Oh shut the fuck up and get some rest you pussy."
"Haha, that's why you are my friend but what happened at that party after I left," I whispered.
"Well I wouldn't know, I left right after you did because of some...personsl issues," she managed to screech through her teeth.
"Was it that Jaini-whatever-his-name-is because if it was I will personally beat his ass."
"Haha, we both know if I wanted that, he would be laying right next to you."
"Ha, yeah your right," I said.
" Well if you must know, yes it was him but it wasn't his fault, it was all my fault, " she says which kinda made me feel like using my gun on him and me.
"Well what was wrong then," I ask.
She sits there in silence for quite a long time, taking turns at looking at the ground and me until finally she says with watery eyes, " He wasn't you."
